Part 95 – Over the Sidewalks

I just finished chatting with Izzu. I am very relieved and happy to have a friend like him who listens and doesn’t interrupt my quetch over the hellish place I am now. THANKIUU MOHD IZZUDIN!!! *hug hug* Isn’t that just amazing ?? To just have a good listener around you and doesn’t tell his story while you’re dealing with a major crisis ?? That’s why I like people like Izzu. =D

Honestly, I can’t seem to find a TRUE friend here. I mean, yeaa duhh.. I do mix around but then……… I can’t seem to put a right word here. So yeaaa.. I think you know what I mean by now. Now here is the part where I reminisced the old times.

Let’s just cut the crap ayte ???

Back to my problem..

When I chatted with Izzu.. He gave me few good advices.

He told me to accept some part of UIA in me so that I can understand the place more. He told me to change a bit so that me and this place can suit each other. (You know what I mean?) He also told me to look at the brighter side of UIA instead AAAAALL of the bad sides which I always think of. Thanks for the advices Izzu. They are really a total kick in the butt. But you really knock me back to the real world that I can’t really let everything go according my own satisfaction. So yess… Thanks a bunch!!!

*I will try to follow your advices but don’t keep ur hopes too high.. NO PROMISES!!! *

Bloggie dearie.. YOU are indeed my comfort place.. my zone to let out my emotions. Thanks to modern technology. IF not, for sure I will have mental illness in a short period of time. You are truly my closet. All my negativities are poured here and all the positivity are kept in me. That’s what keeps ppah moving and kicking and breathing! :D

MOHD IZZUDIN!!! LET’S MEET UP ONE DAY AND LET ME THANK YOU IN PERSON OK ????

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU !!!

you’ve truly cheered me up !!!!!

I MISS YOU !!

-xx-

 

Part 94 – What heart can’t tell

Hear me prate while my stomach is churning into a rock genre.

[ …………………………………………………………………………………… ]

I miss your smile.

I miss your jokes that seems to echoed around the room.

Though I have to admit I wasn’t attracted to you

Oh who am I kidding

I am

Now this seems to be the most IMPERFECT time to tell you

But this heart-kept secret will leaked out sooner than expected

So Mister ‘Of whom I shall not named’

Let me tell you this : Yess… I do like you

 

Part 93 – Do you

know what it feels like when people are spying observing on you ?

You were walking..enjoying the freedom and the nature around you then KA-BOOMBOOM !! Little fatty creature crept on you and scolded commenting talked you about your clothing which you are 110% sure that it is THE right clothing to wear in the area.

I don’t know why but since I got compound, there are many vultures surrounding me.

Scared?? Pfft.. not even close.

Uncomfortable ? For shizzle..

So yeaaa.. I don’t know how to make them stop. Perhaps by being one of them ???? LOL!! Not in a million years..

Hmm… Tired and need to play games. tooties!!~

Part 92 – Suffocate

Cause I can’t breathe when you touching me

I suffocate when your away from me

So much love you take away from me

I’m going out of my mind.

Sing it with me J.Holiday baby!!!

Ouh.. Ouh!! My sims is a hottie.. But I’m kinda tired controlling him. I think he needs a wifey. but then, I need to find a superly duperly hottie hot hottie for my hunkilicious eye candy drooling sim.. kekeke..

Oh yeaa.. Tomorrow I’m gonna go back to Domain. Nani gonna pick me up. So yeaa..

URmm… what to eat for sahur ?? I hope the guards let mr.McD enter.. *puhlease…* I’d rather walk to the guards.. but then, they have to be prepared with my sleepy eyes and ‘oh lala’ clothing.. hehehe. Be prepared for another compound I suppose..?? ;p

I’ve lost my point in blogging. So, I’m gonna end it here.

Tralalalalalala~

Part 91 – The Winner Stands Alone

ATLAST !!!!! Yours truly have finished reading it !! *grinssssssss*

Afifah is now a happy girl. :D

Part 90 – My Cherie Amour.

I finally did my hafazan ‘Al-furqan’

Tonight, I have LS exam.

Wish me luck peeps.

-xx-

Part 89 – Awesomeness.

First and foremost, I would like to give a big shout out to :

Shahidah Said

Syafika

Fatima

for doing what they do best.

Without them, this wouldn’t happened to me.

So, I would like to give them a props for keeping up the good job *applause*

That’s the ultimate reason behind my gratitude to them.

*Btw, I’m the first girl to be compounded by them. Isn’t that just bloody awesome ??? *

Interfere my business..

Don’t be sorry If I interfere yours.

Part 88 - Perplexed

ZAINAB’S MRC Really testing me.. I swear to ghad I will screw SYAFIKA AND FATTY. Now, when shall that be ?? I’m wondering on saturday or sunday.. LOLOL.

Anyway, enough of them having the spotlights. They’re not worth it.

Let’s start with : YOURS TRULY OVER HEREEEE…

Urmmm… I’m wondering whether I should go and meet Andrie @ Sunway or should I just stay in ZC ?? I mean, it has been a LOOONG LOOONG time since we didn’t meet. Besides, both of us are okay now.. and I hvnt seen the rest of my classmates too. 5 LOCAL ‘08!!!

Urmm…

Part 87 – MTV

The pictures of the Awesomest Bands will be upload in Facebook since I don’t normally post pics here. LOLOL.

Well, as you all know, I went to MTV WORLD STAGE ‘09 in MALAYSIA. Me and Sarah were hyperly psyched for the event.. up until that incident. Gargh..

So, we met a lot of ktj-ians. Raisa, Azelli, Shweta, Razqins and Tom. I think there’s more. Sarah saw Bashar which means, ZAMIR, AKRAM, AMIR, MUMU were there too ! I didn’t see them though. Oh well..

RAYGUN , AAR, BOYS LIKE GIRLS ARE ORGASMIC !!! They literally made me wet my pants.

Seriously, I wouldn’t mind making out with ALL of them.. I’M SERIOUS

Me and Sarah basically heels over head of Raygun’s lead singer. His eyes are so piercing blue/green.

Tyler Ritter.. Oh gosh.. Girl.. Don’t let me start with a guy name TYLER RITTER. He is so so hot. I wish I could just lick off his sweats. WUUUHUUU!!! LOLOL.

And and and.. PAUL from BLG !! Gosh..!! He is so so sexy !! Very very pleasurable…~ ;p

I need to stop talking about the guys and more of the concert.

VJ Denise, Utt and Taya were there plus this 2 other MTV VJ from China and somewhere..lol. They keep the concert entertaining by asking questions about Malaysia and all. It was ok..

Our very own local band, ESTRANGED was AWESOME !!! They dressed up and all. Okay laa and some of the songs I know the lyrics. Not bad laa. :D

PIXIE LOTT! OSHKOSH MYGOSH !! FANTABOLOUS!! The song made us danced like kkrrazziee.. It was fun!! and she’s soo soo adorable and pwettie. Kinda reminds me of Duffy though.. :p

Oh.. We didn’t watch Kasabian’s performance. Not a BIIIG fan of them so yea.. we just left the concert around 10 – 11 ish.. Sarah and Raisa went back and I went to Starbucks. Waiting for my sis and Radly.

I don’t wanna write about the KELANTAN incident as I will be angry. Thus, this won’t be a very happy post. lolol.

 

Part 86 – Pissed Off

Fucking ref thinks she almighty!? She thinks since she’s urmm.. a  A futsol player, she’s that boy-ish and cool ? An absolute total fuckness. Ex-squeeze me ms ‘oooh i think i’m so good I can totally screw the others’ YOU ARE SOOOO TOTALLY OUT OF MY LEAGUE!!

You think since you’re a futsol player you know EVERYTHING and I mean.. E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G.!!!? Blimey.. You’re soo in need of a shrink missy!!

I thought futsol supposed to be a fun game to play.. Now I know it’s the opposite since she’s the ref. So, my lesson to all of you is : DON’T LET THAT BITCH BE IN YOUR TEAM OR PLAY WITH YOU OR ELSE.. TRUST ME, YOU’RE SCREWED.

Another thing I’m not satisfied is how hypocrite I have to be once I was the spectator!! Can you imagine, me, Afifah Noah just sit there and do nothing, and that includes, NO CHEERING.. NO CLAPPING.. NO SUPPORT!?? I mean, okaayyy.. I’m loud and all. but that’s just who I am and I can’t fucking change the way I am since I have to be the bloody spectator and be another person. I just can’t!! and I’m not sorry for not being able to be ‘that’ person.

I just don’t want people to be shocked to see me once I’m out of this bloody place and see that I am loud, cranky, crazy,wacko and a total bitch outside. So, lemme just be who I am inside and outside of this bloody place.

Geez.. I think since I enter this place, I’ve become a pessimist and my usage of vulgar words has increased tremendously. WAAHLAAOO!! A very dramatic afifah much !!! But it’s the truth weii.. I don’t lie lie one!! And seems that I can’t say/scream out my most fav word in the world at this place or else people will think me as a baddie. A very narrow minded people kan ??? Thankfully I have a very understanding roomies who are very open with my usage of vulgar words. *hugshugs*

What else ?? What else ?? Oh yea.. Readers, if your personality and behavior is like me.. Prefer not to choose this UIA as your place to further your study UNLESS you’re really prepared to change. Cause I’m starting to regret entering this place.

Okayy.. Maybe it’s only in PJ the people is all ‘narrow minded and bloody annoying’since people I know told me that Gombak wasn’t sooo bad. I wonder how not sooo bad that is.. *hmm*

Tooties bloggie deary.. Gotta have shower now

God, please let me have the patience to go through another 2 sems here..

 

Part 85 – Let’s talk about random stuff

now shall we ??

Huurmm..

1. I am feeling good about today. for some reason which I can’t really clarify what.

2. I like Never shout Never (thanks to maznah for putting it into my baby lappie)

3. I like FM Static esp. Moment of Truth (again..thanks to Maznah)

4. I am happy with my current state of life. CURRENT as in, the time I’m writing this post.

5. I can’t wait to see how the ‘barriers’ will look like tonight.

6. I think Usher is cute!! like oh my gosh.. I sooo can talk more about it. but then, he might be perasan about it which I think he did.. BLEGHH..

7. I think it’s extremely weird to see that guys are shy of talking to girls. and I also find it cute.. applicable to certain guys ONLY !! ONLY!!

8. I feel like eating sushi right now.. =s

9. I donno what to wear for mtv world stage.. I can’t find a cute dress to go with it.

10. Last but not least, it has been 2 nights straight I didn’t study anything.. anything! And I is worried sick !  Z=

Part 84 – Dearly Hatred..

I know you might hate me for some reason which only God knows why. But please, do you really have to include family in your list, too ?? Enough with me ONLY but geez.. what power do you have in your right state of mind to hate my family too??

Excuse me, missy but yess.. What mistake I’ve ever done to you ? As far as I’m concern :

1. I don’t even know you.

2. I don’t even bothered to know you.

And how dare you, Miss ‘oh I think I’m so religious and my family is guaranteed to go to heaven’ criticized my family!!! Btw, how sure are you that you’re so religious ? I’m quite sure in Islam, Backbiting,slander and such are considered as urmm.. sins ???? And aren’t you considered as one ???

Urghh.. Seriously, UIA PJ has lots of hypocrites and two faced bitches. and dogs… Urghh.. I soo can go on about this topic, but I prefer to just end it right here.

TOOTIEES bloggiee deary… I know you’ll always here for me

XX

Part 83 – Mohd Noah A. Rahman.

My daddy is a weird man. I wished for his birthday and he replied by telling me that the last kitten in the house had died. :S

Daddy !! At least try to enjoy your day WITHOUT thinking of the dead kitty. Don’t worry, they’ll be lots more kitties coming from our kitties machine back home. :D

ANYWAY, DADDYKINS.. LEMME OFFICIALLY WISHES YOU IN MY BLOG. AIYT ??

HAPPY BDAY MOHD NOAH !!!!!!!

I LOVE YOU !!!!!! <3

Part 82 – Kindly Unspoken.

I can’t believe self-centered and cynical people are still living in this world. I thought the massive destruction of 2nd world war had killed them all. I must have been mistaken back then =X

Them people are really getting on my nerves for no reason at all..! They thought we didn’t hear it. Well, es-que-ze muaa… you were talking as if we were deaf. YOU THINK WE WERE DEAF IS IT ???? Grr.. I am freaking mad right now. They are ANTHROPIC.. Especially that one HOMO SAPIEN. IT really just make me sick to the pit of my stomach. Just hearing IT name makes me barf and that IT.. How dare IT smiled at me after all of the remarks IT made. PUT-TUUUIIII!!! You *mutter in some vulgar words*

I believe IT never met girls like us. I believe IT lives in a dark cave at the far end of the world where the rest of the world doesn’t even realize IT exists!! I believe IT doesn’t have any sisters. I believe IT doesn’t even has a girlfriend before.

The final conclusion that I’ve believed is that IT is GAY. GAY GAY GAY. MOTHERCHUCKER GAY FAG. Asshole!

Part 81 – Oshkosh MyGosh.

  

 

Can You see it ????????

 

CAN YOU FEEL IT ???????? YESSS! I got meself a ticket to MTV WORLD STAGE!! woo hoo!!!!! Thanks to me daddy !!! :D Thankiuu daddy dearier mearie bearie!!! <3

So, I’m gonna bring my twinnie, Sarah along with me.

*I is can’t wait for it!!!*

Part 80 – The Gate of Garden, Knowledge and Pak Guards.

Lemme ask you, who are the head of discipline in school ? Perhaps some of you say, DISCIPLINE TEACHER OR PROCTOR. Now, Lemme ask you.. Who are the head of discipline in I-I-U-M ? Is it :

a. The Mahallah Principal.

b. Dean

C. MRC.

Hmm… Any guesses ??

Clue : NONE of the above.

The answer is : BEHOLD THE ALMIGHTY AND SACRED PAK/MAK GUARDS OF IIUM. Very tricky right ??? *winkwink*

They are the ‘so-called'-fathers and mothers’ for us, the ‘torch bearers for the ummah’. Pfftt.. My ass laa..!!

I thought the dress code for us to go out is : 

1. NO jeans.

2. The top must be BELOW the butt.

3. Wear socks, u name it : hand sock, sock sock.. as long as the item has the name : SOCK.. U JUST HAVE TO BLOODILY WEAR IT.

4.Cover your aurah.

According to my reliable wordweb, A Top means : A garment (especially for women) that extends from the shoulders to the waist or hips.

So, what the fuck is wrong with the clothes that I’m wearing ???

Lemme tell you, I wore a Purple top that literally made me look as if I’m pregnant, with black pants. Haza wore dress and she covered it with green cardigan. In my  eyes, we all looked very very DECENT & INNOCENT. However, in the eyes of ‘father’, he didn’t approve it. He called the two of us, I went ‘ oh fuck.. here we go,’. He has this mean look that made me wanna punch his face and knocked his front teeth (If only I have that kind of strength). He wanted our matric card and looked at us with that balls face. Then he was like, ‘what type of fashion is this???’. Bloody him. I was like with my ‘what-are-you-dumb-or-blind-or-just-bloodily-outdated?’ look and said, ‘Top below the butt area..’. Then, he stared at Haza.

‘Which mahallah are you from?’

‘KC’ (trust me, it’s our white lie)

‘I want you to go back and change your clothes’

*muttered in vulgar words*

I thought only Haza.. So me and Afi went out. HOWEVER, dumbly the 2 of us, we stood outside the gate, where the guards can see us. He called me, I was stupidly enough went INSIDE back and he told me to change. FUCK HUH? I should’ve just stayed OUTSIDE the gate and ignored him. Haihzz… I’ve just learned my lesson here that is :

Afifah should not go back INSIDE when the guard call Afifah when he’s INSIDE the hell.

I’ve been dragged to hell. I said ‘Fuck,mother-fudger’ to ‘father’. I wonder if he heard it. HOHOHO..!!

So, I tried to catch up to Haza who was already half way to KC. I shouted, *another vulgar word*..*another vulgar word*. She stopped and both of us started to curse ‘father’ like we never cursed before. We went to KC and hunt for someone..anyone.. who can borrow us another decent wear. Thank god for Haza’s friend’s roomie who is very kind enough to provide us bju kurung.

Afi left already to KLCC to meet her friend. So, me and Haza took Metrobus to KL Central to go to OU. I was next to this not 1.. but 2 smelly dude for 10 mins before I found a seat for meself. AIYO AMA APA.. only god knows how I feel that time. I rather not talk about it here.

When we got there, we went hunting for a taxi or bus to take us to OU. Luck wasn’t on our side, this Indian taxi driver said ‘Jalan byk tutup’. We were bummed…very bummed..very down.. Haza said, ‘Ok la uncle, just take us back to MID VALLEY’. POOOOF!! off to mid we go !!!

The first destination we decided to go is : FOOD..RESTAURANT..LUNCH..

We thought of going to KENNY ROGERS ROASTERS but they were lots of people q-ing there. HAIHZ.. another bummer. With ‘techno beats’ tummy grumbling.. off to another restaurant we go ! Didn’t find Chili’s but we found STEVE TEA’S GARDEN. The price wasn’t student’s range. So off to SECRET RECIPE we go..again.. I ordered JAPANESE SOBA *kinda reminded me of Ms.Soba* and TROPICAL SMOOTHIE. yum yum !! Haza ordered SPAGHETTI MEATBALLS & GREEN APPLE KASTURI. A deeeliii!!!

Ooppss.. before that, we went to change back to our ‘normal’ clothes. :p

I bought a yellow top @ Zara. VERY PWETTIE AND BOLD I TELL YOU. Haza bought cardigan and top (TOPSHOP) Skinny jeans (DOROTHY PERKINS). I is budgetting meself cause me familia is coming next week. HEEEE.. So I decided to window shop and book the clothes me likey. *winkwink*

Shit.. This is a long post I tell you !

Oh yeaa.. After all the tiring shopping, we went to quench our thirst at JUICE WORKS. Very delicious!!!! My 1st time drank at there. I ordered PINK something something, with watermelon,pineapple and sorbet. DEEEELI!!!! OH OH OH !!!! While we were talking(mostly, making fun of ‘fathers and mothers’ and umm.. ‘mon mon’ kekeke) , there was this one dude from ZERO.COM *is googling right now* came and said that there was a talk.. but we were interrupted by this cashier who turned out to be a true angel by whooshing the guy out of our sight. That zero dude has this kind of creepy look. TSK TSK TSK.. Me and Haza were freaked out by him. Seriously, do we look THAT old to be called as ‘KAKAK’ ?????????????? I mean, we’re only teens… duuh~

Anywho.. on the way back me and Haza were laughing like hill in Rapid.

'The reason why mak guards were fierce was bcz they’re not married to pak guards. Instead married to engineers’

LOL-ed

‘What if I give skinny jeans to pak guard?’

‘Haza.. mesti pak guard xleh brnfs..SENDAT!!’

‘NAK TIUP WISEL PUN XLEH!!!!!’

LOL-ed while Haza tolak2 my head. Ouchiess..!!

OUCH!! LOL

We were making fun of fathers so much that I think people thought we were crazy or something something.. :p

After Afi got back, I told her the story n this title. We created this song:

WE ARE THE TORCH BEARERS FOR THE UMMAH

GUIDED BY PAK GUARDS AND MAK GUARDS

(PAK GUARDS AND MAK GUARDS)

FOUNDATION CENTRE OF IIUM

THE GATE OF GARDEN,KNOWLEDGE AND PAK GUARDS..

:D

tooties bloggie dear.. <3

Ps : ZERO.COM is under construction