In hair Dilemma.

I feel like dying my hair in other brown colour and prolly highlights.

I know people won’t really be seeing it, but it’s for my own self satisfaction.

How now brown cow?

CPB

You just know how to end conversation really well don’t you?

Oh fuck this shit. I’m tired of this.

In the process of being a perfect daughter ...

... is not an easy task! Especially since she's on holidays and already planned to be a lazy bear.
Anyway, she's thinking that besides fattening herself up, she might as well do something productive. And by that is not getting pregnant. go figure yourself laah!

so the first step is : Helping my mom. I was watching TV when she walked carrying a tray and a container of anchovies. I'm thinking what the hell.. I'm not doing anything. Might as well help her. so I did. while watching tv. Tadaaaa!!!!!!
Malas nak rotate picture. so have fun rotating the laptop. ;p

I have to say cleaning out anchovies is not a fun thing to do. It's so tiring and the smell. Eurghh.. so smelly onee.. My fingers felt sticky and almost grey-ish of it. but it's a good bonding moment with mama. <3





then it was time for dinner. Daddy doesn't eat rice for dinner. so mama wanted to cook mee. At first she just wanna make a simple dinner : mee goreng. but I told her that I was craving for Mee Hailam. Hehehehe.. Pandai craving je, tapi masak x tau. I told mama to teach me Mee Hailam though she said she forgot the ingredients and stuff. I told her according to my taste buds (Chehh.. I'm a food lover whaat...) that most likely it's osyter sauce and soya sauce. From that, she recalled some ingredients and POOF!! Mee Hailam is served!!
It's so delicious! After all, mom's cookings are the best!! :)

Yay me!! Added one more recipe in my cook book! :)

dah boleh kawin.. hehehehe.. =p

Under Taker.

No. I’m not talking about THIS under taker …

Nor …

 

That’s just pure scary.

Anyway.. I’m talking about this kind of under taker. The kind that digs graves.

Graves.. You know graves!?!

Well, today was my first experience ever to dig graves. I gotta tell you, I respect all those under takers. Digging the grave is not the easiest job. It requires strong heart and arms. I was trying my best not to cry since it’s my first and also because my dad was there. It’ll be an ugly cry. Like those you watched on dramas where there will be snots, tears and sweats. Not a pretty scene to look at. You might even wanna look at her crying than me.

And Ohh.. I dug my 2 dead kittens. Not any human beings. That would requires a whole gang to dig up his body. Hahaha!

Ps : I cut my thumb while slicing tomatoes. It hurts. :(

This is my remedy to a broken heart.

Dear Sad Afifah,

You’re amazing, talented, smart, kind and have a big heart. So please, I’m begging you. Please be strong and take all of this as lessons in life. In life, You’ll meet more assholes than you’ll ever imagine. You’ll have to be stronger than this. He doesn’t worth your tears, troubles and worries. Clearly he’s an ass by proving that to you on that night.

Now, what I want you to do is to be strong. Dry up those tears. Shrug off those worries and stand tall with your chin up. You’re a strong, independent and amazing woman. Guys like him don’t deserve you at all.

InsyaAllah one day you’ll meet him. The greatest guy in the world. Who loves you as much as you love him and who would do everything anything to not make those tears pouring down again.

Sincerely,

Happy Afifah.