Once bitten, Twice shy.

Watched Scott Pilgrim vs. The World. It’s a good movie! It has the Capcom gaming concept. It’s making me miss playing Tekken, Street Fighter and such. Teehee!

SAD thing is : I can’t use the internet in my room. Which means that I have to either go to the Cafe or TV Room to use the internet. Honestly, I can’t be bothered to go there every day. So I might just go there for few hours of surfing. Being here, I don’t really need the urge to go online 24/7. Unlike in home, since I have nothing to do.. That’s the only reason why I was active either on Facebook, Twitter or Tumblr. But here, I guess I have so many stuff or ‘me-time’ to do that I can’t be bothered to be socially active on the net. Lame, I know. But.. That’s the current situation I’m feeling. We’ll see how ‘net-dependent’ I’ll be in this middle of semester. TEEHEE!

Okay. I can feel my eyes are slowly shutting down on me.

I guess it’s time for me to get some snooze.

NIGHT PEOPLE!

xx

And here’s to the past.

It’s sad to think that there was once a connection between us. You and I. People used to think us as ‘something’. It’s not that we’re an item, but we acted like one. We’re more than friends, or so I thought. Or were we even friends at the first place?

Now, things have changed. That’s what I think. I found it hard to keep the connection between us. We hardly talk,chat or see each other at all! I don’t know what have changed. It’s either you, me or us.

In a way, I do miss you. I miss the way you know how to make me smile on my bluest days. I miss the way you laugh at my nonsensical jokes. I miss the time we’d talk on the phone about anything that popped into our minds. I miss our silly texts. Oh God, I could write so many things that I miss about you. But what’s the point...? You don’t miss me at all.

While waiting.

For the laundry. Approx for 35 minutes.

I haven’t blog about my new place! Gombak IIUM. I know it’s still the same name ‘IIUM’ but this is a whole completely different than in Foundation. It’s true what people said “Foundation is hell! You will enjoy tonnes of fun in University”. Gombak is the flipside of PJ. Things you’ve been told as ‘WRONG’ in PJ still imply here BUT.. Good thing is : Here, People don’t really care about it. Maybe cause in Gombak, People see you as adult ; So you use your own brain to distinguish right or wrong and take responsibility of your actions. It’s pretty cool. It’s less school-ey. Which I found pretty interesting. There’s always something new EVERYDAY.

Though I find it pretty sad that I don’t really mix around with the foreigners cause they have their own cliques and we all came here knowing who our own friends already so, it’s less adventurous(In terms of finding new friends). So you pretty much cling around with friends you already know back in foundation. In a way, you don’t really expand your circles. But it really depends on how socially active you are (Facebook is not counted).

Next Imma blab about is THE ROOM. I’m relieved to get into Mahallah Asiah. Though it’s on the hill rather than in  Ameenah, but it is more private. The room can fit 4 person and each will get their own compartments. The compartment is spacious. Each will get a bed, a wardrobe, a bookshelf, a soft board, study lamp and study table. Cool thing about the study table is that, it’s being extended to the bed. So, it’s a pretty long table. You can study and put other stuff too. Oh! They provide railing at the compartment, so you can hang curtains to give it more privacy. The hallway is pretty big too. You can put iron board, carpet or other stuff to give it more homey feeling. All hostels provide 5 feet long mirror at the hallway ; So you don’t have to worry to bring your own mirror. The downside is, you still have to share the toilets which is outside the room. Unlike in Ameenah, each compartment share 2 beds. It’s more apartment-ish ; Share the toilets with the next room. Room in Asiah is familiar with Asma’ and other Mahallah. Safiyyah is something else. It’s more like dorm. Each room share with 8 people. Though they have compartments, but each compartment share with 2 people, a double decker and less spacey. So far, I’m pretty happy with the mahallah. It’s pretty near to the Kuliyyah. Prolly about 10 minutes of walking (Depending on the speed). I have no complain of the room EXCEPT the Cafe. Cafe Asiah is probably THE worst cafe here but the people are friendly. However, I prefer to eat at Ameenah’s. It’s delicious and give big portions! YUMMAY!

What else? Oh. The lectures! Good thing about university is that; LESS CONTACT HOURS. I’m taking 7 subjects but it’s not as busy on Foundation. Here, they make you self-study. You don’t really rely on your lecturers. They mostly use slides and notes which you can take from them after the class and study later on. But you need to have the books! You don’t bring the books to class but you need them for Assignment matter. My advice : Just borrow from the seniors. Like me! So it’s the time to be very nice to the seniors cause you really need their books at the end of the day. Hehe..

I guess my 35 minutes is up!!

Toodles and have a good life people!

xx

Confessions of a home sick daughter.

I hate being away from my parents. I miss them so much. I guess talking on the phone everyday is not enough for me. I have lots to talk about with them.

The last holiday I stayed home for a week. Trust me, it’s not enough. I never like the idea of being away from my parents. I despise it. But, what to do ; In order to have a bright future, I have to be sent away to a place where I will be a very successful person though I have to fight the emotions everyday.

I thought being sent away early at the age of 15 will make me adapted to it. However, I’m dead wrong. I still feel that I’m not ready to leave home my parents yet.

This time around, whenever I have a LONG holiday I want to be back home. With my parents.

HOME + PARENTS = BLISS.

And I’ve realized

Ding dong bells!! Oh shit.. It’s DECEMBER already!? Holy Guacamoley!

Anyway, since it’s indicates the last month of this year. I’ve decided to do some SPRING CLEANING of my life. There are some people that I’ve realized doesn’t worth of my life next year. I’ve already wished for LESS DRAMA, MORE LIFE. So, those people are definitely OUT of my life.

=]

 

And.. I hope this end of year would leave good moments in my life for this year.

Naaahh..

Don’t you just hate it when you try to help someone to lessen their burden but turned out you were the one being scolded? Being mocked, cursed and such..?

Yess. I’ve been to that situation ; Actually it was a few hours ago.

I shan’t tell what’s exactly happened. But.. As I mentioned earlier, I tried to help. But I guess, people nowadays don’t really appreciate the help made from other people. Instead of being understanding of my action, I was being mocked and cursed. It’s not exactly what I hoped from all of my actions. If I knew, I would just sat and watched the entire thing.

From this experience, it got me thinking that maybe I shouldn’t do more help. What benefit does it bring me to? If the help I did wasn’t ‘helpful’ enough, then I shouldn’t help at all. Instead of being self-satisfied through my action, it just brings out the anger in me. And that is not good.

Urghh.. I need to be away from all of this from now. I need some alone time.

You sang me Spanish lullaby.

Song currently on the playlist : I’m still breathing by Katy Perry.

From now on, I will use proper use of English. Either through texting, blogging, writing on the walls (Facebook) or chatting.

I realized that English are popularly in used nowadays. But, there are few people who knows how to properly use English in daily life. Ie, in punctuation, vocabulary and grammar mostly.

Besides, since I have stopped learning English language for now, I need to learn English on my own. Other than that, I can polish up my language skills. =]

I found it hard to maintain a blog. However, since this has been my blog for almost 2 years I feel bad If I delete it. Over the years I’ve attached an emotional bond with it.

This blog is where I rant over issues in my life. Even though it’s a littlest thing in life. I feel that I should at least type or pretend that someone is listening to my ranting. It makes me feel somewhat comforting. That’s why I prefer to rant on blog cause there won’t be anyone interrupting me. I just want people to listen, and well.. I see my blog as a good listener.

Anyway, I think from now on.. I will try my hardest to at least blog a post or two in a week.

Straight Through My Heart

I don’t know why you always give me the hopes.

The hope of someday we will see each other upfront.

The hope we have that extra ‘something’ in ‘us'.

The hope that always make me hold on to it.

Most of all, hold on to you.

The hope I know making a complete fool of myself.

The selfish hopes of you.

And I,

Can’t help but pray those hopes aren’t false hopes but words of a man.

A man that always holds on to their hopes.

Simply because.

It has been a LONG time since I haven’t posted anything on blog. Sorry bloggie. Been super busy for the last few weeks.

Last week I posted a lot of tweets about Social Networking Sites and such. Especially about scary online stalkers. This got me thinking about all of my ‘friends’ on facebook and followers on Twitter. Like, Do I really know them? Are they really my friends? Those kind of questions popped in my mind. I know I’m not popular and stuff. But you never know who might be stalking you. You know.. =/

So.. As a precaution I’ve removed few of the people that I don’t really know or don’t know at all. Besides, I don’t want to flood my Facebook and Twitter with people that I barely meet or don’t meet at all in real life. =]

All my networking sites are now strictly for my friends. If I don’t know you, I won’t add or approve you. That’s the rule that I live. =]

Oh why..

On Saturday, I will face MUET Reading, Writing and Listening papers. Honestly, I don't know what to study.

I know I should practice on writing since it's been a year I have left pens and notes to write essays. BUT WHAT TO WRITE!? This is more or less like writing an essay, but I'm typing out what I feel. Still in English right!? So, does it counted? … Perhaps not. Nyeeeeehh..

Okay. I've lost my mojo on blogging.

OFF TO GLEE AND GOSSIP GIRL I GO!

JUST A LIL SOMETHING SOMETHING.

FROM NOW ON.

I WILL WRITE MA BLOG WITH BLACK COLOR AND THIS FONTS.

Easier for me and you guys , my imaginary readers to read. =)

 

Psyched

Alhamdulillah.

I got into the degree which I really wanted for a long time .. COMMUNICATION ENGINEERING.

So now.. I'm just 5 steps closer to becoming an IR holding a cert 'BACHELOR OF COMMUNICATION ENGINEERING. More or less like that.

Though at first I was skeptical of it, but I've realized this field will always have job opportunity for future engineers. Which is good. So I won't go unemployed by the time I graduated. LOL

I wonder how Uni life would be.. I know it won't be so much of a difference cause most of my batch are there. During the Ta'aruf might be like our reunion. Hahaha..

Toodles

What happened to those days?

What happened to those 90's Soul music? The songs that show respects to the ladies. The songs that will make you into the mood for some love. Or making love.

What happened to the great bands / artists like Boyz II Men, Kci & Jojo, Babyface, Brian McKnight, Tyrese and all those great 90's artists?

Lady Gaga, Lil Wayne, and others should stop whatever they're doing and learn from this great era.

I really really miss those good old sexy music. They need to be produced again!

Babyface - Wish That I Could Tell You

I wish that I could tell you
How I really feel
I wish you could believe my love for you is real
All I know is, I ain't much without you
You really are the better part of me, yes

Chorus:
No matter how it goes (no matter how it goes)
Girl I want you to know
You're my moon, river, my dreammaker
My soulmate, you're like gold
A beautiful
beautiful
oooh baby

Wish that I could change the way things might have been
I wish we could start over and fall in love again
All I know is I wont ever doubt you
I wanna live (wanna live) inside your heart again

ohhh

Chorus:
No matter how it goes (no matter how it goes)
Girl I want you to know
You're my moon, river, my dreammaker
My soulmate, you're like gold
A beautiful
beautiful
oooh baby


ohhh
You're my moon, river, my dreammaker
my soulmate, you're like gold
ohhhh
You're my moon, river, my dreammaker
my soulmate, you're like gold
a beautiful (oh yeah)

I wish that I could tell you how I really feel.

=)

Just because.

Been super duper lazy to update anything. But here is my most effort to update something so this blog won't look dead.

Well, this week I'll be spending most of my time with family. Mostly my mom. Cause she's here! Finally I have someone that can stand my outwit personality and such. And besides, I can talk to her about anything! I miss having the bonding session with her. =)

Tomorrow might be the busy busy day. Might spend the whole day in KL. I might get myself a hair trim since it's getting so out of shape. =)

Need to get beauty sleep.

 

And oh, here we go again. I dreamed of you.again. Can you please stop being in my dream mister?

I should STOP acting like this.

It's time for me to WOMAN UP!

Can you meet me halfway

#nowplaying BEP – MEET ME HALFWAY

Sorry dear bloggie for have been neglecting you for some time. It’s just that I am so lazy to update anything about my life right now. Nothing is extraordinary to blog about except for my ongoing hunger at night. I just don’t get it. I eat a lot but still I get hungry. I think I will evolve into a cow for a short time. Hmm..

Anyway, I tried TERIYAKI BURGER at Carl’s Jr cause I always order Portobello, Western Bacon or Grilled Chicken. I thought Teriyaki Burger would taste tasty like those 3 but boyy I was wrong! DEAD WRONG! I don’t really like it. It just taste funky. For me. I ate it halfway then stopped. I just continue munching on Chili Cheese Fries but that one too I can’t finish it. I think my banana muffin and Ice Blended Caramel I had at Coffee Bean totally filled my stomach up. Hmm.

(Just for illustration)

Now I’m craving for Coffee Bean’s. Hmmm…

SHORT + SWEET DANCE FESTIVAL

It was my first time seeing such an amazing dance competition at KLPAC. Heck, I don’t even know where is it! Azyan used to tell me that it’s a beautiful place. It was. But when we came it was night so I didn’t really see the whole view but there’s this old building which I thought would be a good place for a photo shoot. Even Aiza agreed with me on that.

So, we watched SHORT + SWEET DANCE FESTIVAL. It was the final night. The GALA NIGHT. Who would’ve thought that among all of the judges that were mostly dancers and quite famous that HANS ISAAC would be one of them! YESSS.. Malaysian hunkilicious heart throb was there! As a judge. Gosh.. I swear when the host announced him, me and Aiza quickly turned and wildly searched for him. HE WAS SO HOT!! He looked so cool with his jeans and jacket zipped to his chin. It was hot. Laidback kinda look. HOT!

I swear he looks so much better in person!!! =)

Watching the dance festival got me thinking that Malaysia got LOTS OF TALENTED DANCERS. Though I find it hard to understand the dance especially when it comes to CONTEMPORARY Dance but they had perform it wonderfully and beautifully.

There’s this one group that really captured my eyes : LAKI..LUCKY. The dance was about this mother who gave birth to 5 sons and one of the boys found the love of his life and the lover gave birth. The message that  I got was about : pregnancy. That’s it. I think. I am the least artistic person in this world. But I think the dance is so beautiful! It’s a mix of contemporary and traditional and lemme say this, it blends soo well!! Though they didn’t win the Audience choice but they do managed to grasp the judges’ heart (ehem ehem..Hans Isaac)

The audience choice award went to 2 GROUPS! It was unbelievable. The tap dancers and the contemporary. Both dance were amazing. But I would prefer the tap dancers cause it was different than the rest and most of their dancers are young!! They are so so talented! And it was quite entertaining too. =]

It was a goooooood show. They said there will be a SHORT + SWEET THEATER VERSION pulak! Oh.. I love me some Theater! I want to go!! Maybe I’ll ask Aiza again! and we can get lost again on the way back to the hotel. LOL!

Come Home

I get lost in the beauty of everything I see

I passed my computer test for the theory part of the driving. ALHAMDULILLAH!! It was my second try though. (The first one I did badly cause I didn’t read the book at all.. Well, I did.. But not all. I skipped few hundred questions.) LOL

So now I just have to attend 2 more class then I’m off to VROOM VROOM the whole course. Mu ha ha! I just hope I won’t drive through the divider like I did with Daddy few years back. Lol. =p

 

Let’s get physical

This is day 2 of my work out. I have to say I am very very tired.

Day 1 was less tiring. I was pretty hyped about it. I had 15 mins on treadmill and remaining 20 mins on cycling. I enjoyed myself on cycling more than running. I think it’s because I’m sitting while doing it.

Day 2 drained me in full sweats. Though it was such a short time but I over worked my body that I can feel each of my body muscles especially my leg muscles were screaming in agony. By the time I finished doing cardio, I can feel as if my heart was about to explode any moments while my legs were wobbling like jelly. I am not kidding you. Thank god I was with my sister.

I can feel that my stamina has pretty much went down to the drain. I had flush it down to the sewer for a long time and Thank God I have this break so I can regain my stamina and be fit like before. =)

I miss the fitter me.

[Maybe tomorrow will be my resting day since I can barely walk around the house.]

To my special Angel.

The clock has striked 12am and hurriedly I opened my Facebook and Blog just to change my picture and write a special blog about one of my favorite girls, AIZA. =)

Aiza.. On your special day, I wish you the very very happy birthday though I know how much you said you hate your birthday this year but I think otherwise. I THINK YOU WILL LOVE THIS YEAR’S BIRTHDAY. Why!? Let’s just say that now you have your feng shui aura back and it will bring you the best of luck today. =)

Don’t think that just because it’s your birthday and a year increased you’re old. Well, technically yes. BUT AGE IS JUST A NUMBER AIGHT!?

I love you Aiza. No matter how many times you have sent me the wrong message though I know it’s to your B then you just make lame excuses of ‘MA PIMP’ just because I’m a P. Lol

I hope you have a good day and girl.. you need to chill once in a while ok?? Join me for a jog once in a while. BREATHE and stop doing your assignments for a while. Give it a break and enjoy the world BESIDES doing your assignments!!!!!

I hope we’re both free this weekend or you can come over for dinner at my place so I can give you the pressie I’ve bought for you!

<3

My confidant. My love guru. My diva. My lover. My hotline. My Aiza.

Cook Book 3

Today’s meal were : TOM YAM CHICKEN , MIXED VEGE WITH OYSTER SAUCE & FRIED EGG.

And Thank God, all three dishes turned out to be GOOD.

Though I have to comment on my own tom yam chicken that it was too plain and ‘cair’ but overall, it was good. =)

Mixed vege was as usual.. Delish.

Fried Egg = Seriously, do I really need to explain it. LOL.

I am very proud of my tom yam chicken. Had mom to call me before I cook it for few tips. I think I can cook when my mom coming down and maybe learn more from her. Especially on how to cook my fav IKAN PEDAS. =D

I will definitely try to do seafood tom yam but there are only 3 people in the family who are seafood lovers. Though I will end up having a ‘scratching’ session later on but I simply LOVE Seafood.

Maybe I will do some western cooking next time. But that type of cooking has been dominated by my sister since she said that eastern dish are too troublesome (uses lots of spices and herbs) I’m thinking of Grilled Chicken or pasta dish. Anyway, I will for sure update it here. =)

I LOVE COOKING! 

MUET Speaking.

Today I did my speaking. I have to say, it wasn’t what I expected. I thought the topic would be easy. Well, it was.. Just the point I have to elaborate was a bit tough for me. The topic is : Who can motivate one person to study? I got the point of An individual.

Honestly, I’m not really one of the most motivated person in the world. I mean, I do get motivated but sometimes the flame just doesn’t last long. I need the extra fuel either from friends, family or lecturers to push me. To thrive me into study hard. Of course I couldn’t say based on my personal opinions. Therefore, I have to do the general opinion. It was quite tough. I realized that I bullshit a lot. I think the whole way till the end of the discussion I bullshitted my way just I could get better marks. LOL.

The group discussion was easy. It was more like your everyday talk with your friends. Thank God we do speak English almost in our everyday lives. So for me, it was like gossip or having a forum with your friends. Relaxing and argue about the topics. It was good. It was quite funny too. Cause we didn’t realize the time was up (though I tapped my pen at the table twice informing them). One of us have to conclude though I know she wanted to say the otherwise. LOL.

All in All, to survive in a speaking test, you have to be actively discuss in group discussion. For individual, I think the best way is to give example if you ran out of ideas. It always work cause 2 minutes is not short. Try not to ‘umm..’ ‘ahh..’ before you start a sentence. Stop for a while before you start a sentence. Do not speak fast or else the other candidates and the examiners won’t know what you’re saying.

OHH..! I can’t wait for the BIG BREAST MONTH SALE @ MID VALLEY TODAY! But it starts at 6 – 10 pm. So I have to shop fast2 and catch the early train to go back. =)

 

LOVE YOUR BREASTS.

Since this month is ‘BREAST AWARANESS MONTH’ and there’s a hell of a sale about ‘BREAST MONTH’ this month. I’m here to promote my love towards my breasts too. (NO. There won’t be a picture of them. Keep on dreaming)

Here’s fun facts about BREASTS ..CANCER :

• About 1.2 million cases of breast cancer will be diagnosed this year worldwide, according to the World Health Organization.
• About 75% of breast cancers are found in women over age 50.
• The chance of having breast cancer for a woman in her fifties is about 1 in 50.
• The chance of having breast cancer for a woman in her nineties is about 1 in 9.
• About 80% of women diagnosed with breast cancer have no family history of breast cancer.
• Men also get breast cancer, however, men account for less than one percent of all breast cancer cases - breast cancer statistics.

• Breast cancer is the leading killer of women ages 35 to 54.
• Breast cancer in women under 50 is more aggressive and virulent.
• 70% of breast cancers occur in women without a family history of the disease.
• Despite modern technology, breast cancer mortality has not been significantly reduced in more than 40 years. The main reasons for this are:
1. 90% of breast cancer cases are diagnosed with a palpable tumor size.
2. Large numbers of women are without screening tests until a palpable lesion is felt.
3. As a stand-alone screening test, mammography misses approximately 20% of all cancerous tumors (false negatives).
4. The majority of breast cancers revealed by mammography are not detected early enough.
5. 25% of women die within the first 5 years and 40% within 10 years of their diagnosis.
6. Over 90% of women diagnosed with Stage 1 cancers are alive 5 years later, unfortunately only 58% of breast cancers are diagnosed at this stage.
7. Most cancers take 8-10 years to grow to 1 cm in size, but only 1.5 years more to grow to 3.5 cm.

 

Ohhhh… And do wear the right bra for your breasts. =)

Walk Away

A friend told me to just forget about it. Well, I will. I’ve decided that you mean nothing to me now. No more confrontation bullshit. I’m through with it.

So now I will walk away and just move on. The past is past. No use of bringing it back up again.

Picture taken at here

Cook Book 2.

Today progressed as any other day. Woke up from the not so gentle bite from Betty Diva. Telling me that she’s hungry. Give me a break. I’m hungry too. Anyway, poured her meal for her lunch and went straight for shower. (woke up late and lost 2 hours of cardio..again) Damn it! I should redeem my lateness tomorrow morning for some early swim. That’s to make up for tonight’s meal too!

Okay. So as promised, I cooked something from scratch. Ie, no Brahims’ or Maggi ‘Cukup Rasa’ to help me. =]

So I cooked AYAM MASAK KICAP & SAYUR CAMPUR. Yes, the easiest menu to start off my first cook off without any help from any Nona, or Brahims. =]

Turned out cooking those dishes are very easy and comforting at the same time. It gave me ease when I could figure out when the vegetables and chicken are already cooked. =]

So I reward my achievement with TEMPE GORENG. Yes, A bit of Javanese in me still craves for Tempe. =]

All my blog tonight has ‘=]’ in the end. It must’ve showed that I am really really happy bear. Another successful attempt of cooking by yours truly.

Got no pictures cause I was so hungry that I forgot to snap couple of pictures. But it was DELICIOUS. =]

Dah boleh kawen dah ni. Ehek Ehek..

Cook Book.

Well today I cooked dinner. Kinda proud of myself.

This is what I cooked :

Paceri Nanas.

Chicken Curry.

No. I didn’t make all the spices on my own from scratch. I used Brahims’.

I was scared to cook the curry cause I’m scared I might burn the chicken or the curry didn’t turn out GREAT. It was good. But I think I need to use less water cause it’s too watery. I like it pekat. That’s the way!

But next challenge for myself is NOT to rely on those spices. Imma do the tumis and that from scratch. Insyaallah. Once I’ve found the courage to really do it. =)

 

Teenage Dream.

As ya’ll know I enrolled a driving class in Metro Driving Academy. This morning was my first class. The KPP thingy. Good thing was, I got myself food poisoning and was being excused from the morning session. The lady told me to rest in the Surau and will wake me in a few hours time.

The next thing I know, she woke me up for lunch!! Like Whaaaaattt!!? I panicked myself (as usual) and went to ask the lady. She was so calm and actually laughed at me. She told me it wasn’t a big of a deal and encouraged me to sleep after the lunch for the noon session. Hahaha! Damn.. But I, as a good girl said NO WAY MISSY. Imma attend that class. And later regretted cause didn’t take her advice. The class was super duper sleepy and we sat in a meeting room and the teacher stood in the middle and back and forth walking. It was boring. I think he’s from Terengganu or Kelantan. But my instinct said he’s a Terengganu-ian cause he always end his words with ‘-ng’ (ie : makang)

Got myself the book to study. Garghh. I’m butt lazy now. And she said maybe on Wednesday I can confirm with the Academy on taking the exam and who knows, If I pass just by one trial, on the 2nd session, I can do the 3 hours L thingy. The sooner I finish this, the better. At least my parents won’t be do the lectures everytime we’re on the phone. Haha!

Maybe I’ll call the academy on Tuesday. =]

Till then.

(My headache still won’t go but I’ve puked all my guys out that I don’t think I can ever stand the word “Puke” or hear it or else, I might do it)

Holiday.

So I have a 2 months holiday. Or to be specific 9 weeks+.

Just few hours earlier, went to METRO DRIVING ACADEMY at Pulau Meranti with my sister to register my ass for the Class. FINALLY AFIFAH!! =D

Sis and bro said it’s wee bit expensive than the rest of the driving academy but it’s near to my place. So dad said NO PROBLEM. As long as I get myself a license, it’ll be fine. So. I’m hoping I’ll be doing fine and no laughing while behind those wheels.

Sis and Bro gave me few tips about driving but I’m still terrified cause of the old times when dad taught me to drive and we encountered a small accident and is scared to be behind those wheels. But then, it’s one fear that I have to overcome cause I will be starting a new place. (INSYAALLAH) and need myself a car so it will be easier for me to commute back and forth. =)

This is the place I’ll be going to learn how to properly drive by the driving instructor. I hope it won’t be some old perv or talkative old lady. *fingers crossed*

Anyway. moving on. Another to-do list would be :

I know I’ve said it so many times and instead of losing, I gained. A LOT. So.. I want to set my record said , Imma lose weight not just few kgs but at least a 7!! I want to be the old fit me. And I miss being healthy. So since I’m in Cyberjaya and not going back to Brunei where there won’t be my mom , just me and siblings. I think I can actually do it. Wish me luck on that!

Dolphins.

Sis recommended it to me. And since I’m practically doing nothing *looks at piled of clothes waiting to be folded and pack.. hurriedly looks away* So I watched The Cove.

Cried my eyeballs out. I HATE ANIMAL CRUELTY AND ANIMAL EXTINCTION. And they are doing both. Which really making me hating them more than ever.

Im tired of blogging now. Till then..

Ohh. Dreamed of DAMON SALVATORE. Sexness!!!

Goodbye. So Long.

Today went to KLIA to send my sayang. She’s off to UK to continue her study in Oxford Brookes University in Business Management. I think. PLEASE CORRECT ME IF I’M WRONG!! x)

Me and Aiza bought her silver necklace with this unique pendant cause that’s what she is. Unique. One of a kind. =)

Alia. Sorry lah not many pictures taken and the only thing left is this one ugly looking picture of me. I’m sorry !!! We were too caught up bercakap. Ye lah. Bila lah nak cakap like this kan?? I miss you lah!

Ohh.. Please FedEx me one hottie straight from europe ok? No. I don’t want mat salleh. That one, you can give to Aiza. But me. I want me some Italy or French dude. Ehek Ehek…

HAVE FUN THERE!!!!!!!!!

WEAR THE NECKLACE ALL THE TIME SINCE NOW WE’RE MARRIED TO EACH OTHER. YOU, ME AND AIZA!!

IF YOU EVER TAKE IT OFF, CONSIDERED THAT WE ARE DIVORCED. FOR GOOD. TALAK TIGA LAGI YOUU!!! *dramatic exit*

*dramatic comeback*

Thank God we didn’t have the waterworks session. But honestly, I wanted to cry when you went down the escalator. But as usual.. We are divas. Pandai berlakon!! =p

AND ONE MORE THING : SO SORRY FOR THE WHOLE PURSE THINGY!! I completely forgot lah. I bet your dad is mad at me. AGAIN! NOOOOOOOO!! *wails*

 

Afterlife

Day 3 raya was well spent with family @ OU. Another shopping trip for us. YAYNESS!

Planned to go to Pavi. but sis thought that maybe OU is better than it. Besides, the parking isn’t that expensive. Hehehe..

Watched RESIDENT EVIL : AFTERLIFE (3D).

It was good.. But there’s not so much of 3D effects. I know it’s an action horror movie but it shouldn’t be TOO dark. It’s so hard to watch especially with the glasses. It doesn’t help at all.   -.-

The only thing I am satisfied are the casts and the actions. Oh. The music too. It’s rock-ish kind of thing.

Ok. I’m lazy to type now.

 

HUNKYLICIOUS.

MILLA JOVOVICH AND ALI LARTER ARE THE SEXIEST ZOMBIE SLAYERS OF ALL TIME.

Ohh.. WENTWORTH MILLER IS JUST WORTH TO WATCH FOR. =)

 

So previously I said I want to do a post regarding a fiction character, DAMON SALVATORE played by IAN SOMERHALDER in VAMPIRE DIARIES. Well, since I am stuck in boredom and got no mood to do some revision. I might as well do it right?

Damon Salvatore – The infamous Salvatore brother. The hot, dark, sexy, tasty and charming vampire. If he try to eat me, I won’t let him. Instead I’ll just let him toy me around and compel me whenever he wants to. I want him to bite me all day long. Wait. EVERY DAY. I’ll be willingly let him bite me. Ehek Ehek. Imma stop writing now!

 

Please be in my sleep Damon.

volumized me baby

Having a hair dilemma whether to cut it or not.

So here’s the story. I’ve made myself not to cut my hair for a year. Just to trim but NOT cutting it. The thing is, I’ve never had this hair this long and it’s getting annoying. The longest I’ve had was loooooong time ago.

The thing with my hair is, when it gets longer, it’ll go sideways too. And I’ll ended up looking a legendary The great Lioness. No kidding. Sometimes I’m even scared to look at myself in the morning incase I’ve given myself a heart attack.

The problem with my hair is, I need to wash it every 2 days. If not, the real volume will be revealed. It’ll go PUFF!!

But I haven’t had long hair and I want to cut down all the coloured ends and just let the natural hair took over.That’s why I will keep it.

But then again, I’m wearing hijab and it’s hot especially when I’m covered in layers.

Oh well.. But I think I will keep it long since I’ve been wanting it for so long. Though I will look like a lioness but who will see it right? Except for my roomies and family. Well, family most of the time. =]

 

B.L.A.G.H

I’ve tarnished my tumblr and twitter about my feelings. and now, it’s bloggie time.

And today’s post will be very personal and emotional. Aah.. Lantak aku lah nak tulis apa. Blog aku.. Suka hati aku lah!

Okk.. I’ve spit out some of the flame there. Excuse my fierceness.

I don’t get you. I thought I knew. But I don’t.

But then.. as always.. no matter how much I try to hate you. You know I can’t.

I’ve made tonnes of ‘creative thoughts and fairytales’ of why you did that to me. Or what happened to you. I guess being too optimistic is really a pain in the ass. *kicks own self*

So now, the best thing I would do is to exclude myself from you. Away from you.

Blaghhh..

ANOTHER BLAGHNESS POST.

I just hate you!! You know that!!?

 

Midnight ramblings.

I knew it from the start when I received the text and a phone call from this some random people in that council stating that I should talk in 100% pure malay in front of the whole crowd will turn out to be a disaster. And I was bloody right all along. It was a down ass straight to the disaster zone!

Friend 1 : “Aku kesiankan ko. BM berterabur.”

(Imagine someone you know said that to you. You are born as malay and people said that your mother tongue is terrible. a catastrophe. Ain’t that humiliating!?)

Friend 2 : “You were acting like you were somebody else”

Committee 1 : “Don’t be nervous. Just be yourself and cakap je”

(Well. Try to be in my shoes. Standing there in front of the crowd. Talking in malay while your brain is trying its best to translate from English – Malay in goddamn speed of snail. Yes.. Imagine that!!)

Committee 2 : “Why are you suddenly so static there? Say something!!”

I feel like I’ve disappointed so many people and myself. Especially the committee. I know they thought I’d be good and super talkative and entertaining. But I didn’t do it. I feel like a loser. BLAGH.

I think it’s for the best if I don’t do any emcee-ing in malay cause I don’t want ‘banana to fruit two times’. It’s super humiliating. At that moment, at that particular time itself I feel like I want to run away and just hide my whole body with a massive paper bag and sit in the corner in my room. =[

That’s how shitty I felt that time. Oh wow… I just realized I must have tonnes of bricks on my face that time to hide my embarrassment on the stage for an hour +.

KUDDOS PIPAH! You’ve managed to end your year in CFS with such ‘elegance’ and ‘grace’.

BLAGH.

 

is feeling a bit manja tonight

Ayah ngan mama x call angah for few days.

one word : RINDU!

Cepat lah 6th September datang!

I blame Michael Buble’s (Home) , Kings of Convenience (Home Sick) and those sad sad family songs.

Blagh.

=(

RINDU SANGAT SANGAT SANGAT!

A procrastinator at its best

I know I should be doing my assignment right now. But I seriously have NO idea on how to even start it. Yes. It’s been a YEAR that I haven’t written a single essay. A proper essay that is. Blogging shouldn’t be considered as essay cause it doesn’t have a nice introduction and conclusion. Okay. Now I’ve started to blab. –_________-

Yesterday has got one of my best day with Aiza. We thought it would be the 3 of us. But too bad Alia is at Melaka with her family. It was supposed to be the DIVAS Iftar. but sowkay! We’ll have one after this. InsyaAllah.

We ate at MICHELANGELO. I ordered this pasta thingy. It has chicken wrapped inside it. NOT ravioli. It’s like the lasagna sheet and minced chicken was inside it and it’s super Cheesy. Super Super cheesy. I loveee it !! Aiza had seafood aglio. Oh. She ordered this seafood platter consist of Mr.Prawns, Mr.Squidwards and Mr.soft shell CRAB! It was my first time ate Mr.Crab and it’s delish!! I like it!! And addition to that, I had itchy nose. Kuddos pipah but sedap punya pasal. Bantai je! Hehe

We watched REPO MEN and STEP UP 3D.

REPO MEN : Sis told me it’s effing gory and a bit like Saw. I was excited once she told me that. But it wasn’t as gruesome as I thought it’ll be. But it’s still a good movie. We sat next to this annoying guy. He kept on screaming, laughing and did this weird thing lah in the cinema. Giler spoil the mood nak tengok crita tu. Urghh..

Oh..! The last battle scene is sooo 300-ish. But I like the fact so many blood spurt out and you can see the parts that were torn. And besides, you can see JUDE LAW IN ACTION. Hotness overload!!!!!

STEP UP 3D : TOTAL KICK ASS AWESOMENESS DOPE SHIT! I love love love the dance scenes. The dancers are the sex!! The 3D effect is good too. No. Not good but EXCELLENT! Finally, this time Moose got most of the attention. I love their first World Jam battle. Their rival team, they danced zombie-like. It was so cool. I kind of predicted of who Natalie is. The storyline is so boring and dead but what makes STEP UP 3D cool is their dance scenes and the song selection. Whoever is working under the music supervisor thingy, YOU ARE BRILLIANT! *I think his name is Bear something* Ohh! BEAR! I like your ears and good taste of music! Kinda disappointed cause Camille didn’t dance much. She’s such a good dancer. I love the girl with red hair. She’s HOT!

Ok. Now I should really do my assignment.

Toodles!

Why do bad guys are always catching my eyes

  

 

Oh. Before I end this. Let me show you pictures of IAN SOMERHOLDER