Being with a person who is just plain lazy to learn, to do anything is such a total hardship that I have to cope up with every single day of my life.
No one there to back me up though it’s fucking true of what I’ve said. No one got the goddamn balls to fucking admit of what I’ve said. Well, sorry very much for having such a strong loud mouth.
This is the end. I don’t want to be the only one who’s trying to fix things between us. The only one who always ended up getting hurt but still forgive you.
I’m sorry.
Maybe in near future, We will be as tight as now. But for now, I just need to disappear from you for a while. I’ll be back. But when I’m back, my feelings for you won’t ever be the same.
Although this has been over for idon’tknowmorethan2yearsforsure. But your actions leave a huge mark in my life. Until now, I don’t think I can ever trust guy the way I used to trust you.
It’s annoying. I do want to move on and be on relationship but, I’m scared. I’m scared of that incident to happen twice.
Heart, I promise to guard you more. I’ll make sure you won’t ached and broken like before.
I cooked lasagna few days ago with mom. Well, mom helped out the cleaning part mostly.
Alhamdulillah it turned out to be delish! Though there are few thing that I should improve cause it was biiiit salty.
I didn’t know making lasagna would be quite easy. It wasn’t as hard as I thought it would be. ;)
Took this using Dad’s phone. That’s why it’s a bit blur. Cause I’m butt lazy to go upstairs to get my camera :p
