#currently playing Heartbreaker - Will.IAm ft Cheryl Cole

It's still the exam week and I can't wait for tomorrow, when the clock strikes 11.15am, I know I will go out of the exam room feeling relieved. *Oh how I hope*

Anyway, I read this article on this baby, Nur Umairah. She has a tumor on her head. It grows for almost the size of 2 adult heads. I pity her so much. I hope there's a donation on her. I want to donate as much as I can to her if there is. Is there any donations for her? I almost cried while reading it. I can't believe that this poor innocent 6 months old baby has to suffer this much.

I hope any organizations would donate money to her family so they can bring her to the hospital to get cure.

I don't know why people aren't bothered to do any charity for them.

Famous artists, politicians and all of the celebrities should stop emphasize on stupid matters like, promoting cars, make ups, clothing brands and stuff like that and should focus on humanity matters.

They should at least do a charity concert (since that's all they can do) to raise money to unfortunate and sick people. Especially to those who are really in need of health care.

Urgh.. Just thinking about it makes me sick to the core of my stomach.

How I wish there's a celebrity like Oprah in Malaysia who would do anything to help these poor people.

It shows that even Christian people are much better in help than us.

We are MUSLIMS. We are known as this helpful, thoughtful and caring people in the world. Can't we even held a hand to help this poor sick baby???

*didn't mean to touch on the religion matter. But open your eyes, it's the truth. we keep on praising on how The States are good at helping people.. And their celebrities would do charity to help their own people. Well, how about our own celebrities!???*

I don't have the power like these famous people but I do have my prayer.

So, I pray that baby Nur Umairah to get better.

Amin.

Elegantly Legal.

Hello there bloggie dearie.

Sorry that I've neglected you for a couple of days. I am so lazy to update..even posts something on my tumblr!. I guess.. I'm not relying on Internet more often now. Hehehehe. Which is a good step for me.

Or maybe because it's THE EXAM week. I've decided NOT to bring my laptop cause I know it is a distraction. So, whose lappie I'm using? Azyan's. She has her maths exam and I'm using it for a while before I'm off to study Physics. and maybe read a biiit of UIM for tomorrow's pre-exam thingy. Nyehh..

*currently playing Accidentally in love - Counting Crows*

OHHH..!!

I have a blast celebrating my 18th birthday. Though it's such a MONDAY blues. But my friends are so lovely and THE awesomest!!

I love love love HAZA SYUHADA, AZYAN , AZLIN, RAIHANA for the surprise!! Azyan and Haza ran under the rain just to get the muffins for the midnight surprise. I didn't have a clue that they would do that. And for that, I am forever grateful. I have the best, caring, and thoughtful friends here.

I LOVE KORANG SANGAT2!! VERY VERY THE MUCH LAAAH!

and also to those who wished me either through text or fb walls. YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME!!!

Though this year I didn't get the chance to celebrate my birthday with my family.. You guys made it the best possible ever! =)

Ayah and mama.. Thank you for the phone calls. Skrg nii angah rindu sgt2.. Kalau celebrate kat rumah, maybe ayah bawak g makan kt sheraton and beli cake ntok angah.. and present.. Hmm.... A tiffany & Co bracelet maybe?? (hint2).

but it's ok ayah.. Like you said, angah belilah present sendiri.. Well daddy.. I WILL! Hehehe.. =)

Now, I can watch the 18 AND ABOVE movies. apa lgi?? JOM JOM!! hahahahaha

BEAUTIFYING

It’s almost 1am and I can’t sleep cause I’m using my pore pack. I hope it will work like the last time!

I’ve stopped using the black head remover cause its really painful! I thought I can overcome the pain but it was unbearable. I ended up doing it one side of the nose and the other side would still be full with the remaining black heads. Eeeeyuck!!

So now, I’m just sticking to pore pack and doing the black head remover after that, if there are still many of the black head remaining. Then I would preferably use mask. But since I’m in hostel, toner would do. And then I would just leave it for few minutes then finish it off with moisturizer!

Oh wow. Close to you is playing and almost put me off to my sleep.

BUT I STILL HAVE FEW MINUTES BEFORE THE POREPACK STIFFEN AND I can continue back to my DIY Facial.

Ohh… I badly need a cucumber for my eyes.

Hai. I’m Afifah and I like to crack jokes. Nice to meet you

I thought girls are the MOST sensitive creature. Turned out, I was dead wrong. Since I’m here, I’ve encountered with LOTS of sensitive guys. Truth is, they can joked and teased me whenever the hell that they want. But once I teased them back, they just can’t deal with it. Then they will go to their ‘touching’ phase. The phase where I can’t be bothered to ‘untouching’ them. But the other girls will make me feel so guilty that I have to treat the boys a lollipop or two to stop their deafening cries. Sometimes I feel like screaming on top of my lungs “FOR CRYING OUT LOUD, STOP BEING SUCH A BABY. MAN UP DUDE!”.

And today, well, yesterday.. I’ve encountered with one. I don’t know what’s your motive to piss me off. You know me. We’ve known each other for more than a year. So, you by far should know that I tend to crack jokes. I like to make jokes. Though my jokes are quite harsh as you sensitive people may call it. But you should know that I’m a joker. And some of the stuff I said I didn’t really mean. Let me rephrase and emphasize this again : SOME OF THE STUFF I SAID I DIDN’T REALLY MEAN IT. SOME! SOME!!

And I don’t know why you have to take it too personally. –.-

You can say that I’m a heartless piece of a monster or a cold bitch. Fine whatever. It’s your opinion and who am I gonna change it..

Too bad I’m not some of the girls that would spend hours on the phone and spend all my money to give you an essay long of an apology text just to make you feel better cause I won’t.

You’re the one that started the mess and guess what ? Yes, you gonna be the one that clean up the mess.

And that’s ladies and gentlemen.. I rest my case!

 

Just

a glimpse of you. That’s all it takes for me to have that feeling back.

#nowplaying Toni Braxton ft Trey Songs – Yesterday.

Been doing myself a LOT of reality check. I should’ve stop this. I must’ve stop this. I shall stop this. Stop this feeling. The feeling that always make me feel so weak whenever the thought or the image of you came into my mind.

Urgh..

It angers me inside to know that we are not the same as we were before. It felt like we’re back on phase 1. The strangers phase. The ‘I’m so not gonna talk to you unless you started it first’ kind of phase. Seems like we’re ignoring each other, don’t you think? Or is it just me. Knowing you, I know you wouldn’t even bother to worry about this. You’re not that kind of person.

And why would I’m here… Writing this blog to express my feelings about you???

*Slapping myself countless of times*

Looks like my cheeks are bright red as if I just put on blusher. A natural and painful way to get bright flush red cheeks. LOL

Anyway, for the zillionth time and I’m lazy to start to count it again. I MUST make myself a reality check EVERY FRAGLIATO day!!!

I CAN DO THIS. YES.. I CAN!

When Can I see you Again

#nowplaying Another Heart Calls – The All American Rejects

As I was googling RACCOON EYES. These are the pics that really intrigues me. *In a way*

Taylor Momsen – Damn She’s HOTT.! Though she played the character of a wannabe spoilt rich brat. But I honestly think she has the coolest sense of style. =)

Ze RACCOON – This is the CUTEST pic I’ve ever seen. Reminds me of my cats when they’re licking their fur. Then they stopped midway while their tongues are hanging outside. HEEE..!! Now I miss my cats.

Got nothing to do with the raccoon BUT CHEETAH is one of the sexiest animal ALIVE. Just look at this baby C.. So innocent and cute!! LOVE LOVE LOVE ze cat familia!!!!! Now I really really miss my cats. =[

Now… I really really save the best for last :

TADAAAAAAAAAA~

   *Is furiously typing fast to stop the goosebumps*

This is apparently one of the ‘RACCOON EYES’. How UNRACCOONISH is that!? Raccoon’s are BLACK. NOT Purple!!!! And all bloodshot-ish. If you enlarge the picture, you can see there are ‘nanah’ or yellow puss on the right eye. Near the eyebrow. Euw euw Euw..

I think that’s all I’m gonna blog today. NIGHT!

Ps : I hope I won’t get a nightmare of RACCOON EYES. It looks fucking scary weii… Eiks!!!

 

Black + Purple

Last night I was bored and maybe lil bit stress of the upcoming exam and such.. I decided to wear eyeliner before I studied Chem. *Yes.. That shows how bored and crazy I was*.

Azyan was being such an angel. She did my eyeliner and put on eyeshadow.. I never actually wear eyeshadow for fun except for functions or dance or whatever it is.. But not for fun or for going out.

She did my eyeliner first.. Then she decided to put on purple eyeshadow. She wanted to put other colour but it looked so funny. I looked like I was being punched by Stone Cold. Hehehee.. I also told her to put on eyeliner

And these are the results of our total boredom :

Can’t really see the purple eyeshadow but it looked soo pretty!! The black eyeliner also looked like purple cause she put the eyeshadow and it blended well. =)

Happy Birthday

To my Mami : SARAH E. You’ve finally hit the LEGAL AGE! Yippeee!! =)

I know you’re in OBS and I hope you have fun though you have to sleep outdoors and get burned under the hot sun.

Thanks for being by my side through good and bad. Thank you for being so patiently hearing my ranting, hormonal talks. Thank you for making me laugh, forgetting my doubts and problems away. Thank you for the amazing time we had.

I can’t wait for you to be back from OBS and spent the summer together!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I miss you dearly.

Forgot

To put pics on my previous posts. LOL

So, here it goes!!

            

           

Definitely a good good time!

You , you are so yesterday

This song been playing in my mind for the whole day. I just like that part. It’s deep. It’s giving me the motivation to move on. *Should’ve done it a looooong looooong time eve since the ‘TFLM’ moment*

…

ANYWAY!!!! Let’s move on, shall we??

I’m soo happy last weekend I got to spend my time with my two lovelies. Though we didn’t meet together at the same time but it still make me happy. Watched SEX AND THE CITY 2 with Alia @ Curve. Thank god it has the 7pm show cause she can’t go back late. Besides, my sister would be at Laundry to watch the match. So, it’s the perfect spot for us. She bought the couple seat *wink2*. I like it.. Very spacious!! We ate at O’Brien’s. It can’t beat subway’s awesomeness. I prefer Subway mucho mucho better!! SATC2 is the sex yawww.. Very very funny and just amazing!! It didn’t feel like an 2 hours movie. We enjoyed our time and the next thing we know, it’s the end already. I like Samantha. She’s funny and dirty. She’s my favorite character. =)

Hmm.. I’m tired of SATC.

The next day, met up with Aiza. She wanna go somewhere that is near cause she was driving her mom’s Hilux. Damn girl! We feel like two hustlers in the car.. the other cars looked so small next to ours. Hehehehe.. Went to ioi. At first wanna eat Sushi King only.. Then we decided to watch movie. Any movie actually.. but 9 temples would be delightful. However damn GSC ioi got no 9 temples. Nyehh.. decided on Ip man. It was one of the good choices we’ve ever made. IP MAN IS SUPER COOL!!!! Action-packed 24/7 yaww!! An uber awesome movie. Whenever me and Aiza are together, we always try something new. Well, not all the times but most of the times.. we would. So, that day, it’s Aiza’s first time entered RED BOX. She signed up for the membership and we karaoke-ed our butts off for 2.5 straight hours. IT WAS FUN!! I know she needed it after what happened to her. I’m glad to be her ‘clown’,’dr.love’ and ‘hustler’. Though we spend a whole day together, it wasn’t enough!! We still have a lot to update each other. Now, I miss her and Alia mucho mucho !!! =[