I should STOP acting like this.

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Can you meet me halfway

#nowplaying BEP – MEET ME HALFWAY

Sorry dear bloggie for have been neglecting you for some time. It’s just that I am so lazy to update anything about my life right now. Nothing is extraordinary to blog about except for my ongoing hunger at night. I just don’t get it. I eat a lot but still I get hungry. I think I will evolve into a cow for a short time. Hmm..

Anyway, I tried TERIYAKI BURGER at Carl’s Jr cause I always order Portobello, Western Bacon or Grilled Chicken. I thought Teriyaki Burger would taste tasty like those 3 but boyy I was wrong! DEAD WRONG! I don’t really like it. It just taste funky. For me. I ate it halfway then stopped. I just continue munching on Chili Cheese Fries but that one too I can’t finish it. I think my banana muffin and Ice Blended Caramel I had at Coffee Bean totally filled my stomach up. Hmm.

(Just for illustration)

Now I’m craving for Coffee Bean’s. Hmmm…

SHORT + SWEET DANCE FESTIVAL

It was my first time seeing such an amazing dance competition at KLPAC. Heck, I don’t even know where is it! Azyan used to tell me that it’s a beautiful place. It was. But when we came it was night so I didn’t really see the whole view but there’s this old building which I thought would be a good place for a photo shoot. Even Aiza agreed with me on that.

So, we watched SHORT + SWEET DANCE FESTIVAL. It was the final night. The GALA NIGHT. Who would’ve thought that among all of the judges that were mostly dancers and quite famous that HANS ISAAC would be one of them! YESSS.. Malaysian hunkilicious heart throb was there! As a judge. Gosh.. I swear when the host announced him, me and Aiza quickly turned and wildly searched for him. HE WAS SO HOT!! He looked so cool with his jeans and jacket zipped to his chin. It was hot. Laidback kinda look. HOT!

I swear he looks so much better in person!!! =)

Watching the dance festival got me thinking that Malaysia got LOTS OF TALENTED DANCERS. Though I find it hard to understand the dance especially when it comes to CONTEMPORARY Dance but they had perform it wonderfully and beautifully.

There’s this one group that really captured my eyes : LAKI..LUCKY. The dance was about this mother who gave birth to 5 sons and one of the boys found the love of his life and the lover gave birth. The message that  I got was about : pregnancy. That’s it. I think. I am the least artistic person in this world. But I think the dance is so beautiful! It’s a mix of contemporary and traditional and lemme say this, it blends soo well!! Though they didn’t win the Audience choice but they do managed to grasp the judges’ heart (ehem ehem..Hans Isaac)

The audience choice award went to 2 GROUPS! It was unbelievable. The tap dancers and the contemporary. Both dance were amazing. But I would prefer the tap dancers cause it was different than the rest and most of their dancers are young!! They are so so talented! And it was quite entertaining too. =]

It was a goooooood show. They said there will be a SHORT + SWEET THEATER VERSION pulak! Oh.. I love me some Theater! I want to go!! Maybe I’ll ask Aiza again! and we can get lost again on the way back to the hotel. LOL!

Come Home

I get lost in the beauty of everything I see

I passed my computer test for the theory part of the driving. ALHAMDULILLAH!! It was my second try though. (The first one I did badly cause I didn’t read the book at all.. Well, I did.. But not all. I skipped few hundred questions.) LOL

So now I just have to attend 2 more class then I’m off to VROOM VROOM the whole course. Mu ha ha! I just hope I won’t drive through the divider like I did with Daddy few years back. Lol. =p

 

Let’s get physical

This is day 2 of my work out. I have to say I am very very tired.

Day 1 was less tiring. I was pretty hyped about it. I had 15 mins on treadmill and remaining 20 mins on cycling. I enjoyed myself on cycling more than running. I think it’s because I’m sitting while doing it.

Day 2 drained me in full sweats. Though it was such a short time but I over worked my body that I can feel each of my body muscles especially my leg muscles were screaming in agony. By the time I finished doing cardio, I can feel as if my heart was about to explode any moments while my legs were wobbling like jelly. I am not kidding you. Thank god I was with my sister.

I can feel that my stamina has pretty much went down to the drain. I had flush it down to the sewer for a long time and Thank God I have this break so I can regain my stamina and be fit like before. =)

I miss the fitter me.

[Maybe tomorrow will be my resting day since I can barely walk around the house.]

To my special Angel.

The clock has striked 12am and hurriedly I opened my Facebook and Blog just to change my picture and write a special blog about one of my favorite girls, AIZA. =)

Aiza.. On your special day, I wish you the very very happy birthday though I know how much you said you hate your birthday this year but I think otherwise. I THINK YOU WILL LOVE THIS YEAR’S BIRTHDAY. Why!? Let’s just say that now you have your feng shui aura back and it will bring you the best of luck today. =)

Don’t think that just because it’s your birthday and a year increased you’re old. Well, technically yes. BUT AGE IS JUST A NUMBER AIGHT!?

I love you Aiza. No matter how many times you have sent me the wrong message though I know it’s to your B then you just make lame excuses of ‘MA PIMP’ just because I’m a P. Lol

I hope you have a good day and girl.. you need to chill once in a while ok?? Join me for a jog once in a while. BREATHE and stop doing your assignments for a while. Give it a break and enjoy the world BESIDES doing your assignments!!!!!

I hope we’re both free this weekend or you can come over for dinner at my place so I can give you the pressie I’ve bought for you!

<3

My confidant. My love guru. My diva. My lover. My hotline. My Aiza.

Cook Book 3

Today’s meal were : TOM YAM CHICKEN , MIXED VEGE WITH OYSTER SAUCE & FRIED EGG.

And Thank God, all three dishes turned out to be GOOD.

Though I have to comment on my own tom yam chicken that it was too plain and ‘cair’ but overall, it was good. =)

Mixed vege was as usual.. Delish.

Fried Egg = Seriously, do I really need to explain it. LOL.

I am very proud of my tom yam chicken. Had mom to call me before I cook it for few tips. I think I can cook when my mom coming down and maybe learn more from her. Especially on how to cook my fav IKAN PEDAS. =D

I will definitely try to do seafood tom yam but there are only 3 people in the family who are seafood lovers. Though I will end up having a ‘scratching’ session later on but I simply LOVE Seafood.

Maybe I will do some western cooking next time. But that type of cooking has been dominated by my sister since she said that eastern dish are too troublesome (uses lots of spices and herbs) I’m thinking of Grilled Chicken or pasta dish. Anyway, I will for sure update it here. =)

I LOVE COOKING! 

MUET Speaking.

Today I did my speaking. I have to say, it wasn’t what I expected. I thought the topic would be easy. Well, it was.. Just the point I have to elaborate was a bit tough for me. The topic is : Who can motivate one person to study? I got the point of An individual.

Honestly, I’m not really one of the most motivated person in the world. I mean, I do get motivated but sometimes the flame just doesn’t last long. I need the extra fuel either from friends, family or lecturers to push me. To thrive me into study hard. Of course I couldn’t say based on my personal opinions. Therefore, I have to do the general opinion. It was quite tough. I realized that I bullshit a lot. I think the whole way till the end of the discussion I bullshitted my way just I could get better marks. LOL.

The group discussion was easy. It was more like your everyday talk with your friends. Thank God we do speak English almost in our everyday lives. So for me, it was like gossip or having a forum with your friends. Relaxing and argue about the topics. It was good. It was quite funny too. Cause we didn’t realize the time was up (though I tapped my pen at the table twice informing them). One of us have to conclude though I know she wanted to say the otherwise. LOL.

All in All, to survive in a speaking test, you have to be actively discuss in group discussion. For individual, I think the best way is to give example if you ran out of ideas. It always work cause 2 minutes is not short. Try not to ‘umm..’ ‘ahh..’ before you start a sentence. Stop for a while before you start a sentence. Do not speak fast or else the other candidates and the examiners won’t know what you’re saying.

OHH..! I can’t wait for the BIG BREAST MONTH SALE @ MID VALLEY TODAY! But it starts at 6 – 10 pm. So I have to shop fast2 and catch the early train to go back. =)

 

LOVE YOUR BREASTS.

Since this month is ‘BREAST AWARANESS MONTH’ and there’s a hell of a sale about ‘BREAST MONTH’ this month. I’m here to promote my love towards my breasts too. (NO. There won’t be a picture of them. Keep on dreaming)

Here’s fun facts about BREASTS ..CANCER :

• About 1.2 million cases of breast cancer will be diagnosed this year worldwide, according to the World Health Organization.
• About 75% of breast cancers are found in women over age 50.
• The chance of having breast cancer for a woman in her fifties is about 1 in 50.
• The chance of having breast cancer for a woman in her nineties is about 1 in 9.
• About 80% of women diagnosed with breast cancer have no family history of breast cancer.
• Men also get breast cancer, however, men account for less than one percent of all breast cancer cases - breast cancer statistics.

• Breast cancer is the leading killer of women ages 35 to 54.
• Breast cancer in women under 50 is more aggressive and virulent.
• 70% of breast cancers occur in women without a family history of the disease.
• Despite modern technology, breast cancer mortality has not been significantly reduced in more than 40 years. The main reasons for this are:
1. 90% of breast cancer cases are diagnosed with a palpable tumor size.
2. Large numbers of women are without screening tests until a palpable lesion is felt.
3. As a stand-alone screening test, mammography misses approximately 20% of all cancerous tumors (false negatives).
4. The majority of breast cancers revealed by mammography are not detected early enough.
5. 25% of women die within the first 5 years and 40% within 10 years of their diagnosis.
6. Over 90% of women diagnosed with Stage 1 cancers are alive 5 years later, unfortunately only 58% of breast cancers are diagnosed at this stage.
7. Most cancers take 8-10 years to grow to 1 cm in size, but only 1.5 years more to grow to 3.5 cm.

 

Ohhhh… And do wear the right bra for your breasts. =)

Walk Away

A friend told me to just forget about it. Well, I will. I’ve decided that you mean nothing to me now. No more confrontation bullshit. I’m through with it.

So now I will walk away and just move on. The past is past. No use of bringing it back up again.

Picture taken at here

Cook Book 2.

Today progressed as any other day. Woke up from the not so gentle bite from Betty Diva. Telling me that she’s hungry. Give me a break. I’m hungry too. Anyway, poured her meal for her lunch and went straight for shower. (woke up late and lost 2 hours of cardio..again) Damn it! I should redeem my lateness tomorrow morning for some early swim. That’s to make up for tonight’s meal too!

Okay. So as promised, I cooked something from scratch. Ie, no Brahims’ or Maggi ‘Cukup Rasa’ to help me. =]

So I cooked AYAM MASAK KICAP & SAYUR CAMPUR. Yes, the easiest menu to start off my first cook off without any help from any Nona, or Brahims. =]

Turned out cooking those dishes are very easy and comforting at the same time. It gave me ease when I could figure out when the vegetables and chicken are already cooked. =]

So I reward my achievement with TEMPE GORENG. Yes, A bit of Javanese in me still craves for Tempe. =]

All my blog tonight has ‘=]’ in the end. It must’ve showed that I am really really happy bear. Another successful attempt of cooking by yours truly.

Got no pictures cause I was so hungry that I forgot to snap couple of pictures. But it was DELICIOUS. =]

Dah boleh kawen dah ni. Ehek Ehek..

Cook Book.

Well today I cooked dinner. Kinda proud of myself.

This is what I cooked :

Paceri Nanas.

Chicken Curry.

No. I didn’t make all the spices on my own from scratch. I used Brahims’.

I was scared to cook the curry cause I’m scared I might burn the chicken or the curry didn’t turn out GREAT. It was good. But I think I need to use less water cause it’s too watery. I like it pekat. That’s the way!

But next challenge for myself is NOT to rely on those spices. Imma do the tumis and that from scratch. Insyaallah. Once I’ve found the courage to really do it. =)

 

Teenage Dream.

As ya’ll know I enrolled a driving class in Metro Driving Academy. This morning was my first class. The KPP thingy. Good thing was, I got myself food poisoning and was being excused from the morning session. The lady told me to rest in the Surau and will wake me in a few hours time.

The next thing I know, she woke me up for lunch!! Like Whaaaaattt!!? I panicked myself (as usual) and went to ask the lady. She was so calm and actually laughed at me. She told me it wasn’t a big of a deal and encouraged me to sleep after the lunch for the noon session. Hahaha! Damn.. But I, as a good girl said NO WAY MISSY. Imma attend that class. And later regretted cause didn’t take her advice. The class was super duper sleepy and we sat in a meeting room and the teacher stood in the middle and back and forth walking. It was boring. I think he’s from Terengganu or Kelantan. But my instinct said he’s a Terengganu-ian cause he always end his words with ‘-ng’ (ie : makang)

Got myself the book to study. Garghh. I’m butt lazy now. And she said maybe on Wednesday I can confirm with the Academy on taking the exam and who knows, If I pass just by one trial, on the 2nd session, I can do the 3 hours L thingy. The sooner I finish this, the better. At least my parents won’t be do the lectures everytime we’re on the phone. Haha!

Maybe I’ll call the academy on Tuesday. =]

Till then.

(My headache still won’t go but I’ve puked all my guys out that I don’t think I can ever stand the word “Puke” or hear it or else, I might do it)

Holiday.

So I have a 2 months holiday. Or to be specific 9 weeks+.

Just few hours earlier, went to METRO DRIVING ACADEMY at Pulau Meranti with my sister to register my ass for the Class. FINALLY AFIFAH!! =D

Sis and bro said it’s wee bit expensive than the rest of the driving academy but it’s near to my place. So dad said NO PROBLEM. As long as I get myself a license, it’ll be fine. So. I’m hoping I’ll be doing fine and no laughing while behind those wheels.

Sis and Bro gave me few tips about driving but I’m still terrified cause of the old times when dad taught me to drive and we encountered a small accident and is scared to be behind those wheels. But then, it’s one fear that I have to overcome cause I will be starting a new place. (INSYAALLAH) and need myself a car so it will be easier for me to commute back and forth. =)

This is the place I’ll be going to learn how to properly drive by the driving instructor. I hope it won’t be some old perv or talkative old lady. *fingers crossed*

Anyway. moving on. Another to-do list would be :

I know I’ve said it so many times and instead of losing, I gained. A LOT. So.. I want to set my record said , Imma lose weight not just few kgs but at least a 7!! I want to be the old fit me. And I miss being healthy. So since I’m in Cyberjaya and not going back to Brunei where there won’t be my mom , just me and siblings. I think I can actually do it. Wish me luck on that!