Balance

This baby has been quite ‘dusty’ for a few months. Sorry for that. Been busy with life and study lately. Especially on studies. This semester is one of the hectic sem I’m having. Nothing beats the exhaustion and mental frustration at this level. But of course, I’ll never forget that Allah will never test His servants with tests that He know we can overcome. This is what motivates me that there will always be good reward for me now and Hereafter. :)

So GO GO PIPAH GO!

Here’s to me and my fellow mates that are in this semester.

Hard work + tears + perspiration + determination + doa = Good reward. InsyaAllah.

New Semester

Here it go again.. Another semester to endure. I hope I do well this semester. Have to stop playing around and focus on my studies (This is what I’ve been telling myself every semester. EVERY) But I still go out and enjoy most of the times. Sigh..
Anyway, hopefully this semester will bring more happiness and joy in my life. :)
Of course! My cgpa will boost up sky rocket high. Amin.. :)

Come fly with me!

Last Tuesday, me and my friends decided to do something fun. As it’s short sem, we have lots of extra time and somehow we need to do something productive so we won’t bore our brains out. This has been quite of a long time planning, to go to Taman Layang-Layang. And FINALLY! We all had free time together and of course, we have to fulfill this dream!
So after Asar prayer, we immediately drove to Taman Layang-layang.

I’m lazy to write but to sum it up, IT WAS FUN FUN FUN!! =D
I’d definitely go there again and flew a kite. The place is very calming and just nice really. =)

The hello kitty couple is our kite. Heyy, I know the design is childish but the material yg penting okay!? =p

 
Alin, Rai and me! An exciting day indeed. =]

 
They said I look like I’m going for a kenduri =/

Just a quick post!

Did a run at Taman Seri Empangan Putrajaya. Gotta say, it’s gonna be my next spot for running!
The place is so calming (especially cause it’s near the lake). I love the trails there because it’s up all the way to Pullman. =)
And ohh.. There are families everywhere so I won’t feel scared whenever I jog. =)

My running tracklist:
David Guetta – Titanium
T pain – Turn all the lights
Rita Ora – RIP
Rita Ora – How we do
Karmin – Brokenhearted

Angst.

I’m usually not the kind of roomie who will yell / scream / curse / agitated by what my other roomies are doing. But somehow that incident changed everything. I lost my inner peace & cool. But I have every reasons to be.

When you live with other people, you have to learn to be tolerate and considerate of others’ feelings. Even so you don’t have both of the criteria, the least you can do is imagine what would you feel if you were in their shoes.

Tell me.. Who in their right minds would make noises, opened the windows and switched on the bright lights in the early morning.. Urmm.. Idk.. let’s say around 1-2 am!?! If this room you used your own money and built it from scratch, I will say “it’s okay” cause I’m just a renter. But no.. We live here and pay the fees together. So please.. For the love of God, be a considerate person. CAN OR NOT? CAN… OR…. NOT?

I’m a light sleeper. Therefore, any kind of stimuli can disrupt my sleep. In the end, I’ll be this one nasty and cranky Kraken. It’s such a surprise that I’ve released my Kraken early on this sem cause I’ve been living in hostels since form 4 and I’ve never.. ever.. released the monster inside me. but maybe.. just maybe.. it’s my hormones. I mean… I’m pretty sure the hormones are part of fault too. Cause overall, I’m an angel. Sweet as a pie and kind as a saint. HAHA!
(That last part might have to be taken out) =p

till then.. Toodle-doo…

Ps: Totally off topic but I just miss him so much. =[

Song of the day =)

Just like a star across my sky
Just like an angel off the page
You have appeared to my life
Feel like I'll never be the same

Just like a song in my heart
Just like oil on my hands
Oh, I do love you

Still I wonder why it is
I don't argue like this
With anyone but you
We do it all the time
Blowing out my mind

You've got this look I can't describe
You make me feel like I'm alive
When everything else is a fade
Without a doubt you're on my side
Heaven has been away too long
Can't find the words to write this song
Oh, your love

Still I wonder why it is
I don't argue like this
With anyone but you
We do it all the time
Blowing out my mind

I have come to understand
The way it is, it's not a secret anymore
'Cause we've been through that before
From tonight I know that you're the only one
I've been confused and in the dark, now I understand

I wonder why it is
I don't argue like this
With anyone but you

I wonder why it is
I won't let my guard down
For anyone but you
We do it all the time
Blowing out my mind

Just like a star across my sky
Just like an angel off the page
You have appeared to my life
Feel like I'll never be the same

Just like a song in my heart
Just like oil on my hands

I’m a survivor!

Last weekend.. Me and my girls decided to go to Broga. It was a last minute planning actually. So we just grabbed the phone and contacted anyone that came across our minds. Hehe.. So of course, the 4 of us are WAJIB (Me, Haza, Rai and Alin) But sadly, Alin couldn’t come. She has another thing to do. Oh well..
So I asked Azyan, Zati and Alia. Thank God they didn’t have anything that weekend. So.. On Friday night, we went to Zati’s house. Spent a night there. Around 5am, we arrived at Broga.
It was fun really! Though I fell down and tripped few times cause it was dark there and my shoes aren’t really for hiking type. So I suggest whoever want to climb should have a properly strong tight grip shoes so that you won’t embarrassed yourself. Haha!
For me, the climbing up was hard cause I have a stamina as cow and my shoes were being a problem. The climbing down was scary but fun! It took us a long time to actually climbed up than to go down. (Maybe cause we slideeeeeee all the way and… the desire to go back home and changed) =p

Anyway.. Broga is a beautiful place. You could see the whole of Kajang/Semenyih from up afar there. The scenery is just .. MasyaAllah. Just beautiful and breathless. It takes your breath away. It’s amazing really how beautiful mother nature is.
Of course, as beautiful and strong ladies.. We took a lot of pictures there. Mostly being camwhores and just enjoy the scenery.

Photo taken from Azyan: 

We met this uncle, around his 60s who was a hiking junkie. He invited us to follow him to go up.. AGAIN! We were like,"urmm..sorry uncle! we’re darn tired and not used to hiking”. He was so cool! He walked super fast and just .. full of hiking swag. Hahaha!

P/s:You don’t need boys to accompany to Broga. People advised us to have at least boys along with us. But we proved them all wrong. All you need are strong and confident ladies and NOTHING can stop us. ;)

Perth

I know it has been a while that I didn’t update this blog. I’m so sorry dear bloggie (while blowing off the dust). The reason is because… Hmm.. it’s not that I’m lazy. It’s just that I’m too caught up with other stuff and I don’t have time to blog. Hehe..

This year vacation, my dad decided to go to Perth. My dad looooves Australia. He likes the place so much. He planned that he wanted to explore the whole of Australia. Don’t ask me why. I even don’t understand why.

Anyway Anywho.. The trip was for a week. We departed on Friday night by AirAsia. The flight was about 5 hours. There really is no time difference between Perth and Malaysia. Unlike Melbourne and Malaysia. It’s because of the location.

Now.. I’m lazy to write a whole story of my trip there. So I’ll just write it in a point form. Hehe..

• We stayed at Marina Sands Resort, Mandurah. It is located around 1 hour away from Perth. But… The resort is near the beach! And lemme tell you.. The beach is so pretty and calming. The sight is just .. breathtaking. A beautiful landscape from Allah SWT. Though Mandurah is a small town, but it has a halal restaurant there, Shaly Cafe. It serves malaysian food.. but it can’t beat how real Malaysians cook it. Hehehe.. And oh! The town centre is so beautifully landscape and the people are so friendly. :)
• Fremantle is a very exciting place. It has Fremantle market which has variety of stuff you can buy, E-Shed market which is a perfect place to buy souvenir. Stop by at Aussin cause it has many stalls and sells at a reasonable price! Hahaha! :D
  Fremantle prison is a creepy yet thrilling place to visit! It’s kinda like Pudu Jail though. But the tour that made it very fun cause they wanted you to imagine like you were the prisoner. Thus, they will let your mind wander how jail life would be for the prisoners at that time. It’s a very fun tour! Very informative indeed! :D
  We didn’t know any halal restaurant there, but we were told by the people there to experience Cicerello’s Fish & Chips cause it’s THE best f&c there. And they were right! The fish is so buttery and tasted fresh! The portion is just … TOO MUCH! (For Asians). They are so generous on the chips! Hahaha!
  To sum it all, Fremantle is a nice place. :)
• A must tourist attraction: KING’S PARK AND BOTANIC GARDEN. The place is HUGE! It’s like a typical park added with botanic garden. So there are many different kinds of plants. But the way they place the plants are so cute! A different section for different kinds of plants that can suit in different kind of climate and soil. So it’s very beautiful. And oh! The place is so strategic too! It’s located on top of the hill. So you can see the whole city of Perth. And it’s just so.. amazeballs! :)
  We took a lot of beautiful pictures there cause the sights are just.. so pretty!! :)
• The only factory outlet we know that is located in the middle of Perth is : Harbour Town. It is a very good place to shop! It has different outlets branching from its own local products to other international products. Fear not, since there is a halal kebab shop and a turkish shop that sells gozleme. And ohh! Both of the shops taste delish! and also, the amount is oh so generous. Hehehe.. :)
• AQWA is pretty much the same as Aquaria that we have here in KLCC. But you see, the difference is the way they set up the whole place. They have a touching area where you can grab starfish and sea cucumber but you can’t take them out of the water. It was my first time touched both of them and I’m really proud of myself. Hehehe..
  They have stingray area and you can see different types of stingrays with different colors and patterns. They are beautiful but deadly creatures. Like women! Hehe..

Mandurah Beach.

The touching area (Starfish and Sea Cucumber). You can touch it but have to keep it under the water! :D

 
The sight of Fremantle taken while we’re on the ferris wheel :)

 
Sci Tech. Camouflage much? =p

Fremantle Prison. Built by the prisoners for the prisoners.

 
At King’s Park & Botanic Garden.

 

And Oh.. Navigon Australia for Iphone is a really useful apps. I downloaded Tom but I rarely use it. Most of the time I use Navigon cause it’s so user-friendly! :)

I wonder where my dad will take us next year. Hehehe.. Here’s to another family trip. InsyaAllah.

:)

Oh wow. Thank you for ignoring me.

I don’t know how we’ve become like this. We used to be friends. Like, chat on facebook, texts, skype and such. I really appreciate our friendship since we know each other once you left CFS. I thought you’re different. You were nice to me. We used to joke and even tease each other. You didn’t take my jokes seriously and so was I. I thought you were my friend.

Honestly, I want you to know me since you were such a big hit in CFS. You were one of the hot seniors that I admired. Mainly because of your looks but it’s also because you’re a nice person. You treated us in your committee nicely. And I really like that.

After I added you on facebook, slowly we got to know each other. And I feel comfortable around you. I feel like you’re one of my friends already. We still keep in touch though you’ve left. And we got close. At least, that’s how I feel.

But just like how seasons changed. You and I also changed. Since you’re with her, you’ve slowly distanced yourself apart from me. I don’t know. Maybe it’s because one of the pranks that I’ve pulled on you that make us this way. But I thought you were cool with it. Honestly I thought you wouldn’t take it too seriously. But then again, it’s part of my fault too.

I really am sad when you acted as If I was invisible. You didn’t even say Hi to me. I smiled. But you acted as if you didn’t notice it. I don’t want to be the one saying Hi to you cause you only greeted my friend. I don’t want to feel as If I was left out. So I decided to just keep my mouth shut and keep my poker face on. But inside I really was torn cause you treated me this way.

You used to confronted me about your girl problem. But now since you got the girl, you cast me out. I really feel like I was used and treated like garbage. You throw our friendship just like that. At least, that’s how I see it.

Maybe you don’t even see me as one of your friends. But that’s okay. I guess I have to deal with it.

 

Ps: This is a very very old draft that I finally managed to finish. It took me a while to finish it cause it’s just too painful to write. But I have to find my inner peace back by letting go of the past.
So here’s to you..
Here’s to us..
Here’s to the past..
Here’s to the future.

I ship B & C

I just finished watching GG S05E24, the season finale. I got to say I love this season’s finale. Mainly on Chuck and Blair’s moment together. Throughout 2 devastating seasons, they have been playing games on each other. Sekejap nak.. Sekejap tak nak.. Especially Blair with Louise and Dan as her rebounds and getaway from her real feelings from Chuck. On the other hand, chuck never surrenders to show his love and affection to Blair.

I have always ship them ever since they got together on the 2nd season. For me, they have the kind of love I’ve always wanted (minus the scheming and the frequent break ups). The passionate, crazy roller coaster love that always consumes you in every possible way you could think of. Their feelings for one another is magic. It’s like they can’t never get enough of each other (in a good way). And I hope that I can find someone like that and develop that kind of feelings of what they have.

But I hope whoever he is, he won’t be a promiscuous and crazy as Chuck is. It’s better to settle down with a decent guy. Trust me, I know. Haha!

Well…

Here it goes for my Chuck.

Sincerely waiting for you, Your Blair Waldorf. :)