Hanging

#nowplaying Can’t Breathe – Fefe Dobson

I’ve said myself long time ago, it’s now time for me to stop this feeling that I have at you and start to forget you. Honestly, it’s NOT easy. The temptation not knowing what’re you up to, How’s your day has been, sharing songs, stuff like that. It’s eating slowly inside.

I’ve tried to NOT talk to you. But, that’ll be the moment where you’ll slowly creeping back to my life. You’ll be the one that will start everything! The texts, the calls. Stuff like that! And it annoys me.

Can you please stop that?

Sigh.

Today I discovered something new from you.

To tell you the truth, I was a bit sad. And still am.. Well, sad is not a strong word. I’m down in dumps to know that side of you.

I never expect you to be able to that thing. But then again, there’s so much more that I don’t know about you.

I’m glad that you’re willing to share that side of you with me though it actually hurts me.

There’s million of things I want to say to you about it, but I don’t have the guts to say it.

I don’t want you to think that I over-care about you.

I don’t want you to think that I’m close minded. Old Fashioned.

I don’t want you to think that I’m very protective of you.

But most of all .. I don’t want you to know that I have feelings for you.

Today’s a success!

 

 

That is not exactly what I cooked. I took this image on Google. Forgot to take picture of it. Lol

Anyway, I cooked this with my sis and mom. Sis learned this at her school. So, I want to learn so I can cook it in near future. :)

It’s so easy and well… Western dishes are easy to cook.

Tomorrow, I’m going to cook MY FAVORITE IKAN PEDAS AND FRUIT TRIFLE PUDDING CAKE.

Need to sleep early so I can wake up early and learn those recipes from mama! :)

Oh hai baby bloggie!

Lord my oh! I’ve been busy with Twitter and Tumblr that I don’t have time for you. I’m so sorry. Just that with fast internet connection back home makes me forget about you. I’ve been trying a lot to post something but in the end, I’ll just save it as draft and let’s just say that it stuck at ‘draft’ section and never been posted. Haha!

Anyway, as usual when I get back home. The first thing I noticed is : NEW KITTENS. And more digging to do once each of them died. I blame the mama cats for not being good mothers and take care of their kittens well. Hmph.

 

The three little kittens. Supposedly, there’s four. Unfortunately, one of them died cause Mimi (the mama cat) always bit it. It has open wound and died maybe due to infection or something. She has spot like Betty which made me think that it’s a female.

 

Since last night this kitty has been missing! God knows where it is! It’s either it has been eaten by monitor lizard at the back of the house OR … it crept into the car’s engine and jumped out to wherever we went last night. Whatever it is, I hope its alive and NOT being eaten by the monitor lizard. It’s too cute to die. :(