Naaahh..

Don’t you just hate it when you try to help someone to lessen their burden but turned out you were the one being scolded? Being mocked, cursed and such..?

Yess. I’ve been to that situation ; Actually it was a few hours ago.

I shan’t tell what’s exactly happened. But.. As I mentioned earlier, I tried to help. But I guess, people nowadays don’t really appreciate the help made from other people. Instead of being understanding of my action, I was being mocked and cursed. It’s not exactly what I hoped from all of my actions. If I knew, I would just sat and watched the entire thing.

From this experience, it got me thinking that maybe I shouldn’t do more help. What benefit does it bring me to? If the help I did wasn’t ‘helpful’ enough, then I shouldn’t help at all. Instead of being self-satisfied through my action, it just brings out the anger in me. And that is not good.

Urghh.. I need to be away from all of this from now. I need some alone time.

You sang me Spanish lullaby.

Song currently on the playlist : I’m still breathing by Katy Perry.

From now on, I will use proper use of English. Either through texting, blogging, writing on the walls (Facebook) or chatting.

I realized that English are popularly in used nowadays. But, there are few people who knows how to properly use English in daily life. Ie, in punctuation, vocabulary and grammar mostly.

Besides, since I have stopped learning English language for now, I need to learn English on my own. Other than that, I can polish up my language skills. =]

I found it hard to maintain a blog. However, since this has been my blog for almost 2 years I feel bad If I delete it. Over the years I’ve attached an emotional bond with it.

This blog is where I rant over issues in my life. Even though it’s a littlest thing in life. I feel that I should at least type or pretend that someone is listening to my ranting. It makes me feel somewhat comforting. That’s why I prefer to rant on blog cause there won’t be anyone interrupting me. I just want people to listen, and well.. I see my blog as a good listener.

Anyway, I think from now on.. I will try my hardest to at least blog a post or two in a week.

Straight Through My Heart

I don’t know why you always give me the hopes.

The hope of someday we will see each other upfront.

The hope we have that extra ‘something’ in ‘us'.

The hope that always make me hold on to it.

Most of all, hold on to you.

The hope I know making a complete fool of myself.

The selfish hopes of you.

And I,

Can’t help but pray those hopes aren’t false hopes but words of a man.

A man that always holds on to their hopes.

Simply because.

It has been a LONG time since I haven’t posted anything on blog. Sorry bloggie. Been super busy for the last few weeks.

Last week I posted a lot of tweets about Social Networking Sites and such. Especially about scary online stalkers. This got me thinking about all of my ‘friends’ on facebook and followers on Twitter. Like, Do I really know them? Are they really my friends? Those kind of questions popped in my mind. I know I’m not popular and stuff. But you never know who might be stalking you. You know.. =/

So.. As a precaution I’ve removed few of the people that I don’t really know or don’t know at all. Besides, I don’t want to flood my Facebook and Twitter with people that I barely meet or don’t meet at all in real life. =]

All my networking sites are now strictly for my friends. If I don’t know you, I won’t add or approve you. That’s the rule that I live. =]

Oh why..

On Saturday, I will face MUET Reading, Writing and Listening papers. Honestly, I don't know what to study.

I know I should practice on writing since it's been a year I have left pens and notes to write essays. BUT WHAT TO WRITE!? This is more or less like writing an essay, but I'm typing out what I feel. Still in English right!? So, does it counted? … Perhaps not. Nyeeeeehh..

Okay. I've lost my mojo on blogging.

OFF TO GLEE AND GOSSIP GIRL I GO!

JUST A LIL SOMETHING SOMETHING.

FROM NOW ON.

I WILL WRITE MA BLOG WITH BLACK COLOR AND THIS FONTS.

Easier for me and you guys , my imaginary readers to read. =)

 

Psyched

Alhamdulillah.

I got into the degree which I really wanted for a long time .. COMMUNICATION ENGINEERING.

So now.. I'm just 5 steps closer to becoming an IR holding a cert 'BACHELOR OF COMMUNICATION ENGINEERING. More or less like that.

Though at first I was skeptical of it, but I've realized this field will always have job opportunity for future engineers. Which is good. So I won't go unemployed by the time I graduated. LOL

I wonder how Uni life would be.. I know it won't be so much of a difference cause most of my batch are there. During the Ta'aruf might be like our reunion. Hahaha..

Toodles

What happened to those days?

What happened to those 90's Soul music? The songs that show respects to the ladies. The songs that will make you into the mood for some love. Or making love.

What happened to the great bands / artists like Boyz II Men, Kci & Jojo, Babyface, Brian McKnight, Tyrese and all those great 90's artists?

Lady Gaga, Lil Wayne, and others should stop whatever they're doing and learn from this great era.

I really really miss those good old sexy music. They need to be produced again!

Babyface - Wish That I Could Tell You

I wish that I could tell you
How I really feel
I wish you could believe my love for you is real
All I know is, I ain't much without you
You really are the better part of me, yes

Chorus:
No matter how it goes (no matter how it goes)
Girl I want you to know
You're my moon, river, my dreammaker
My soulmate, you're like gold
A beautiful
beautiful
oooh baby

Wish that I could change the way things might have been
I wish we could start over and fall in love again
All I know is I wont ever doubt you
I wanna live (wanna live) inside your heart again

ohhh

Chorus:
No matter how it goes (no matter how it goes)
Girl I want you to know
You're my moon, river, my dreammaker
My soulmate, you're like gold
A beautiful
beautiful
oooh baby


ohhh
You're my moon, river, my dreammaker
my soulmate, you're like gold
ohhhh
You're my moon, river, my dreammaker
my soulmate, you're like gold
a beautiful (oh yeah)

I wish that I could tell you how I really feel.

=)

Just because.

Been super duper lazy to update anything. But here is my most effort to update something so this blog won't look dead.

Well, this week I'll be spending most of my time with family. Mostly my mom. Cause she's here! Finally I have someone that can stand my outwit personality and such. And besides, I can talk to her about anything! I miss having the bonding session with her. =)

Tomorrow might be the busy busy day. Might spend the whole day in KL. I might get myself a hair trim since it's getting so out of shape. =)

Need to get beauty sleep.

 

And oh, here we go again. I dreamed of you.again. Can you please stop being in my dream mister?