I hate the feeling of having to go back to Malaysia. Don’t get me wrong. I love Malaysia. It’s my hometown after all. But then , *THERE WILL ALWAYS BE A BUT* I have lived in Brunei for almost the rest of my life that I always see Brunei as my home.
When I was young , I can’t wait to leave Brunei and my parents. To get the ‘Freedom’ I’ve always wanted. To be able to do whatever I want without my parents’ permissions. I got my wish when I entered KTJ. I never knew that living without parents would be so hard! Before this I wouldn’t even be bothered to do laundry or folding clothes cause we had a maid.
KTJ is a boarding school. I never been to a boarding school. Boarding school in abroad wasn’t easy. I only have my siblings and got to see them every 3 weeks. When I went back , It would be different. I have to do things by myself (House chores). I don’t like that! It’s so boring. Who knew that doing laundry would be a hassle??
I always got so excited whenever my dad called and said he booked a ticket for me to go back. I’ve always looked forward to go back.
Brunei is a quiet country. It got nothing in terms of entertainment wise. But I like it. There’s no hassle to go to other places. You don’t need to get ready an hour early to avoid traffic and stuff. It’s peaceful. And I have my mom and dad!! Whenever I’m back in Malaysia , I miss them so so much. I wish they could call me every day and night just for a talk. But I know they can’t. They have loads of stuff to do back at home. So , whenever I’m back at home I try to spend my time with them as much as I could cause I know I will miss feeling their presence around. Especially having a good laugh or argue about something. =)
Oh well , I don’t have to be all emotional tonight cause I have about 2 months break once I finish my foundation year!!
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