Sunday, May 29, 2011

Not everybody knows

The pain that I’m feeling in my chest. Sometimes, I wish I could just let it out. But then again, I’m scared it will leave out marks to the certain people. I don’t know lah. Is it because I’m ‘nice’ people are started to treat me badly?

People that I know are not really the type of person I can go to and rant and rant to them endlessly. Sometimes I feel like expressing them how I feel and stuff like that. I just want them to listen! and not say a word about it. Just listen to me talk about my problems and my life and then, I’ll leave. But then, they will always leave an advice and make me feel regretting telling them of my problems.

What I want right now is just talk and talk endlessly of my problems to some people. Anyone. Just to know that there is someone who would have a drink with me and just listen to me. To be there for me when I cry, laugh and mad at the same time about my problems.

I guess I need another me. I need to clone myself. :(

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