Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Wednesday.

Can’t believe that next week it’ll be mid sem already. It feels so soon and I’m so not prepared. Especially maths! I’m scared of my differentiation thingy. Limits , well , not so. But I am scared shitless nevertheless. And I ain’t shitting here. I am not prepared to do the differentiation. Besides, being in the class full of smart asses doesn’t help at all. I feel like the dumbest girl there. Especially when they all can do it in a ZAP while I’m still thinking and thinking..and flipping through the previous exercise that madam gave us. Haihz..

I need to practice more. I think this week I will be a boring nerd and just stay in room..doing calculus. LMAO. But , I need this. I need to be a nerd. Especially since I only have 1 core and language subject. If I don’t do well , it’s like a waste. I shouldn’t be doing short sem at all..! So I need to upgrade my cgpa. I need to. I HAVE TO !!

I’m putting myself on pressure. I’m setting my bar waaaay up high but that’s what I need. To keep my focus straight : CGPA 3.0 AND ABOVE! I used to dream of having my CGPA 3.5 , but I know I can’t achieve it. So I downgraded it to 3.0

Well , that’s all I’m gonna write.

I need to do my arab.

Till then ,

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