Maths.

So last night I had maths. It was … SHIT. The questions looked easy but it’s fucking tricky. I didn’t feel anything once I left the hall. I guess I was too mentally exhausted. My brain has been fucked up by calculus. I didn’t know what I was thinking or feeling at that time. All I think of was to lie in my bed and just rest. I just need to be alone. From people who will keep on asking me , “How was the paper?” which I found really annoying and irritating. But I don’t blame them. But whatever.. Nyehh..

And I think part of it was because I didn’t eat for dinner. I didn’t have the appetite to eat. I guess I lost it cause of Calculus. Nyeh. Can’t be bothered about it. I think I need to have that ‘lost of appetite’ since I can tell that I’ve gained weight. I don’t know how much but I can feel it. Gargh !! I wish I have a very fast metabolism and I can eat whatever I want but still don’t need to worry about gaining weight.

My maths lecturer apologized to us for being so unfair for setting up such hard questions. But , it’s okay! We don’t blame you. I blame the panel for setting up that kind of questions. They’re cruel. Meanie!! =[

So , I’ve worked my ass off and all I can do now is tawakkal to Allah. I just want a pass. That’s all that matters. Amin.