This is utterly..completely..insanely stupid AND crazy.

This shouldn’t be happening to me.

I don’t know. I feel like talking or at least , texting you.

I don’t know what’s happening to you.

Part of me wishes that you feel the same way.

But the rational mind of me knows that you don’t even think or feel that way.

So , why am I still like this ?

I need to stop this.